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Apr 12, 2005, 09:30 AM
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i am sorry i havent been able to give much support here at the site..i guess alot is going on with me right now..the depression has seem to have lifted some now but i am left with anger...maybe even grief...at the loss of the person i once was..who knows maybe it just plain confusion...i am left sitting at times thinking how deprssed i have been..the effects its had on my children...angry with myself....angry with the past that wont leave me alone...and pure grief at the person i once was that a past has taken from me....im sorry i dont wanna ramble nor do i wanna whine or feel like im feeling sorry for myself...i thought the depression was bad .in fact i know it is...but anger...its so powerful...i want to be able to be supportive here and im sorry i havent been able to be here and give whats been given to me....guess im still lost in my own despair...im sorry if i let anyone down here....and im sorry if this makes no sense..
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Apr 12, 2005, 09:35 AM
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(((((((((((((Sherry))))))))))))
to take care of you is all you need to worry about. We understand if you can't give as much support as you'd like on the forums.
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Apr 12, 2005, 09:53 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((( sherry ))))))))))))))))))))) a person has to take care of themselves first, and that's what you did. good job!
we're here for you. kd
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Apr 12, 2005, 10:04 AM
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(((((((( sherry ))))))))))
Don't be sorry .... I'm just glad you're back. You can't give something you don't have. You are in need of support so hopefully you feel like you can get that here. You've been missed so I'm hoping you'll continue to come and hopefully it'll help. Take good care (( sherry )) Eva
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Apr 12, 2005, 10:16 AM
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please don't worry about beingn supportive when you're having so much grief in your personal life.......we're here for you. pat
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Apr 12, 2005, 03:52 PM
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Oh sweetie, you've got absolutely nothing to be sorry for. You have to do what is best for you first and not feel bad about that. Your feelings are very familiar to me. I've been through that stage myself and heck, I'll probably go through it again. Just take care of you and we'll be here whenever you're ready to come back. I hope you're feeling better real soon. I hate that anger too. Sometimes I think the depression is better, even though it too is horrible. Don't be so hard on yourself.
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Apr 12, 2005, 06:08 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((SHERRY)))))))))))))))))
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Apr 12, 2005, 06:24 PM
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Hi back. Nope no apologies necessary. Anger is part of depression, and often is considered the cause of depression when we turn our anger in towards ourself! This sounds like what is happening for you.
I, too, have had to go through this phase of grief. And just like Kubler-Ross aptly pointed out, the levels of grief are not mutually exclusive. We can be in more than one at a time, and just because we go "through" one phase doesn't mean we don't return to it later on. The truth is, NONE of us are who we used to be. While the industrial accident changed my life rather quickly and made that decision for me... I have to believe that I wouldn't have stayed the person I was back then, anyway. I hope you feel better. I hope you can realize that it's never too late to be who you really are! Come and post often and gain the support you need. It usually turns out that later on the member can give back, when they can. Nobody keeps a tally anyway.
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Apr 12, 2005, 07:34 PM
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SHERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So dang good to see you back. No sorries... EVER!!! You take care of you first. Love ya dear.
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Apr 12, 2005, 08:04 PM
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thank you all for ur replies and support...
i wish i knew what to say but i am at a loss of words.. just know i appreciate each and everyone of you... it is so hard for me...ive never had such anger in my life..i just wish i knew what to do with it..i see my t tomorrow...i hope she can help me make some sense of all this...at first anger made me feel stronger if that makes any sense...but now it has begun to be overwhelming..again thanks for being here for me |
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Apr 13, 2005, 12:08 AM
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I think I can understand the kind of anger you are referring to. Sometimes my hypomania can manifest as anger instead of euphoria. It is very overwhelming and I want to lash out at the whole world. I HATE being like that because I'm rarely an angry person normally. I hope your t can help you tomorrow. Take care of yourself.
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