[SeptemberMorn]

Here I am again, needing to express my anger, needing a release, needing some answers to some things that are really bothering me but feeling CENSORED and frustrated everywhere I turn.

Granted, some things got out of hand where they shouldn't have and I feel bad about the fact that my post to Brenda and Christina went as far as it did under a FUN category.

It's my conviction that things wouldn't have gotten this far had these people had some common sense and sensitivity to bring their problems to ME in 3D and in private. I FEEL EXTREMELY THREATENED by the fact that they can read some very personal facts about my life... as if we didn't understand each other already!.

I guess they accomplished what they sat out to do, after all!! They invaded my privacy and without the protection of the powers that be, I'm not free to work through it here where I thought I was safe! As of right now, I HAVE NOHWERE TO TURN!!

<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>

[SeptemberMorn]

I'm reposting this here, since this thread hasn't been locked or deleted yet.

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One thing for sure! My one safe place isn't a safe place for me anymore! Maybe I have to go back to "my safe room" in my immagination again. There's no censoring there and NO ONE can get in there that I don't want there. That's "regression" to me but like you said, Heather... "Oh well!"

There's definitely something wrong with THIS picture!

(This, too, will probably be deleted...)

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<font color=blue>"The winds of change continue rolling and they just carry me away."</font color=blue>

[LMo]

Sept.....

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. Really, it seems awful. You have an option of changing your username - just send an email to a mod. You can always PM your true friends and let them know which new username you have chosen.

Regarding the "anger" posts... I am really glad that a place like this exists to vent frustrations. I'm kind of on the fence, though (watch it with that bat, Yokus -- tempting as it may be near someone teetering! hee hee) about actually having an Anger forum. I can sort of see it spiraling downward. I know that it's really easy to feed off hostility. I don't know if that would actually happen, but...

I don't know... I have felt a lot of anger this year -- heck, in the past 6 years over things that I can't control. I feel like I try my best, be good person and a good friend... but sometimes people take advantage or just aren't good people themselves. And what I've been trying really hard to do this past year is to take the higher road. It is almost impossible to maintain your dignity while expressing anger. Totally better to find your center and let the other person make an @ss out of themselves.

Deep breaths... focus on building up your karma point collection (and I'll need you to remind me of this the next time I feel like borrowing Yokus' bat when my boyfriend leaves a sinkful of dirty dishes when I come home late at night from a business trip!).

We are ALL going to be a-ok!

[PlanningtoLive]

This is why I got so upset and quiet........everything is censored now and it is very frustrating.

I am so sorry that you are feeling like this - I wish I could help. Please remember how much I care about you, and how often I think of you (always with good thoughts).

oxoxoxoxo

[Peanut61]

I'm thinking that there was a concern re: use of actual names because of possible libel concerns, rather than about content per se, (at least I hope it wasn't about content).

Take care!! XOXO, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>