The continuing saga

Well here is the latest on me. I spent the night at the hospital again last night this time not due to an OD but because I was concerned for me. The ER doc was nice even when I tried to leave he told me I wasn't worth him losing his license by killing myself when I got home. I tried to tell him that I wasn't going to but he turned and walked out of the room. The doc that was on call for my GP today came in and we visited and he decided that I could go home. I do fine until I'm home alone by myself that's when I get into trouble. Right now the voices are taunting me with fatty fatty two by four can't get through the bathroom door because when I sat down on my dad's bed earlier the slat fell out and now his bed is crooked again. I am trying not to listen to them and am working on my scrapbook. I go on Monday to see my T and then I have to see crisis and hopefully the doctor then on Wednesday I go back and see my doc. The doctor I would see on Monday is just the crisis doc and isn't real hip on changing peoples meds so we will see.

Thanks for all your concern and I am trying to stay safe.

Janniebug

good for you bug! It's tough taking care of ourselves, isn't it? But with all the support you have IRL and here, you can do this, ok?

I wouldn't bother about the stupid bed... esp if it's an older style with slats... it weren't YOU that rocked the holdings loose lol

((((((((((((((janniebug)))))))))))))))) Your life is precious. Feel free to keep posting and let us know whats going on inside. We are here for you. Let me (or anyone else) know if you need to talk.

esthersvirtue