[DelusionsDaily]

I've had a very unhealthy relationship with food. I eat all day....and most of the time it's junk cuz it's convenient. At other times I can go into like a super healthy eating mode but it never lasts more than a month and I'm right back to the junk all day. I don't weigh myself but I can tell other ways that I'm gaining or losing...mostly gaining weight.

I'm considering going to my PCP for help as a starting point. I'm not sure my food issues actually qualify as an eating disorder. However, I can't seem to get control so Just thinking I might go see PCP.

[Crazy Hitch]

Hi DelusionsDaily

I am really glad that you have made a posting under this forum.

I think that this statement that you have made is very valid:

"I just can't seem to get control."

This is usually key to me when I am wondering how influential something is for me personally.

I like to reflect on the degree to which it may be influencing or impacting on my life.

This seems to me that it is causing you disruption.

I am really glad that you are considering seeing a PCP.

May the journey forward be a positive one for you.

Take care.

[DelusionsDaily]

I'm so disgusted with myself. I swore I would never get this big. I don't know what to do! I'm freaking out about my weight and eating habits. I just look despicable! I need help but I don't know where to turn.

[DelusionsDaily]

Tried an OA meeting tonight. Gonna give that a shot and see if that help with my food/weight issues. We'll see.

[MishaMicelli]

I'm new here and I feel like I'm totally out of control. Part of my day is spent eating healthy and then I lose control and eat as much junk as I can find. I am obsessed with food and I just want to be able to not think about it all of the time. I don't know how I go about doing that. I hope this site with help me figure some things out. Good Luck, to everyone and thanks in advance, for sharing your stories and tips.