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Old May 01, 2008, 08:13 PM
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All morning at work I was aggitated, with a seething below the surface that has no place to go, has no name, no outlet, no reason for being there. I was in a fog again and haven't been for a while. I was barely dealing with people, the focus on being polite was what was getting me through. Inside I was screaming "For Gods sake, leave me ALONE!!" Even when not being bothered by people I was seething, feeling trapped, wanting to just run ..

I look around and others seem to be relaxed, working contentedly, just being and doing and I don't think they have the internal screaming chaos going on, that intense roar like the sound of a packed stadium... It's so tiring.

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Old May 01, 2008, 08:23 PM
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(((((((((((((((((( Echoes )))))))))))))))))))))

I hope that feeling leaves you soon and you have a better day tomorrow.

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Old May 02, 2008, 12:20 AM
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Old May 02, 2008, 08:36 AM
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(((((((((Echoes))))))))))

I can relate.

I get these unreasonable feelings of doom, dread and impending chastizement for some thing I may have done. They are overwhelming and all encompasing. There is no reason for it (unless it's childhood flashbacks).

eventually it passes - I hope this passes soon for you!
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Old May 02, 2008, 08:48 AM
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> I look around and others seem to be relaxed, working contentedly, just being and doing...

And they look around and see you and think the same... i hate my head
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Old May 02, 2008, 08:56 AM
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Old May 10, 2008, 07:17 AM
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i get tht feeling once in while its like u dont want to be rude but some people just dont get the picture you want to be left alone it is a rough road to travel
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