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May 10, 2010, 05:26 PM
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this has been a hard couple of weeks for me and i feel like all my trauma is coming back on me when i was 6 my brother came in my room and had sex with me but after that i feel like it was my fault i blame myself cus i never said no and i feel like this is the reason why i started cutting myself and throwing up and tried killing myself but recently i feel like all my emotions are piling back on and over taking me i am in therapy but i feel like i am not succeeding even though i just strated i feel like a failure i feel like everything that i have done in my life has been a huge fail even at home i feel like everything that i do just fails i fail and i know that i am not even worth the time or effort thats why i dont know if i should even be in therapy cus if i am a pointless person why should my T have to deal with me i dont know all my emotions are just taking over now i would rather feel numb than to feel anything i was numb these past few months but now i feel it and i want them to go away again i want them to leave
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May 10, 2010, 05:43 PM
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May 11, 2010, 06:46 PM
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May your therapist lead you to peace, lyrical_chula.
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May 19, 2010, 01:26 PM
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 I know how you feel, sweetie. I was no as young as you but I remember the guilt, shame, PTSD, depression, anger, sadness. Where do you out all those emotions? How do you accept that this is a part of your life..for the rest of your life? THERAPY! Your counselor, hopefully, for at least 24 months, will help you learn the tools to help you apply the appropriate seal. The hardest part of all this is letting go and forgiving yourself for the imperfections, You are who you are. We are all imperfect. I'm now 46 and just trying to cope. My rape occurred when I was 13. I repressed it until 2005. I understand about rage and fear. I'm still in/out of therapy. My counselors keep changing every 4-5 weeks.(LISW). I'm currently trying to find a Dr. Letting go is not to deny but to accept. Sorry if I was winded. I will continue to try to seek help if you go to therapy. You deserve it for YOUR life. HUGS, Megan |
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May 24, 2010, 06:29 PM
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How are you doing, lyrical_chula?
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