[jennie]

mostly i'm okay. work, finances, and relationship are all okay. but....i wanna die when i cry. when i cry, feelings are so intense and it's so hard to pull myself together. crying doesn't make me feel better. my counselor recommended to me to watch tear-jerking movies so i can let out some of my sad feelings. i'm so scared to cry.

<font color=purple> Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth. Jean-Paul Sartre </font color=purple>

[inkblot]

I know how you feel. When I was at my worst, I was so afraid of emotions! I still am. I'm under some stress now and I've been feeling it. I just hope that it doesn't get any worse. This is one thing I'd like in moderation. Keep posting and doing whatever you can. Things will feel better in time. {{{Here's a hug for you!}}}

[soscared]

Hi,
i know how that feels, I used to cry all the time and it felt like it would never stop, I think that may have been better than now, because I can't seem to cry but feel like I am inside, the actual tears won;t come.
When they do though I feel like my whole world has ended and there is no where to turn, I get really mad at myself for crying also.
I have tried to just sit through it and let myself cry while trying to focus on some good things, I know this souds mixed up it is hard to explain.
I try and think of it as just another one of my emotions that has to be expressed sometimes just like all the other emotions we have and express.
Take Care of yourself!!!