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May 30, 2008, 07:59 AM
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Vans. I can't go anywhere without seeing vans. They are worse if there is an older man driving them, a big man with grey hair and a leering look. Everytime it brings back a memory, sometimes the same one, sometimes a new one ........
Child abuse adverts on the tv .... NSPCC. Always on between programmes, seeing a small child in pain, a small girl crying and alone because of what someone did to her. Swimming baths ..... don't go very often, i have to avoid older men with rey hair ..... just in case ....... people making me jump, loud noises, don't know why this makes my stomach drop ...... shouting and arguing between others, i want to hide. Anxiety grips me if people are shouting at me and calling me bad names ..... Paedophiles faces in the papers, could it be him? Sometimes i just cant look ... The police showed my so called mother a picture of a sex attacker in London who had been caught. His name was the same name as my abuser/her lover. She said it wasn't him ..... was she lying because she knew she would be in trouble too? Did she protect him instead of me? The police refused to show ME the picture!! Today I am triggered over dreams again. They seem so real ..... they are such wierd dreams .... and they affect me for the whol day. Just needed to vent .... Jinnyann 
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May 30, 2008, 08:59 AM
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(((((((((((((((( Jinnyann ))))))))))))))))))))))))
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May 30, 2008, 11:16 AM
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Big safe hugs to you, jinnyann. I have been exactly where you are so I have much empathy and compassion for you.
 It hurts so much when we're healing. But that's what you are in the middle of. These feelings and fears will never go away completely, sometimes rising up out of nowhere, but they won't stay as long or carry such a knock out punch. The "living colors" of the past will lessen in their intensity and start to fade. Buckle up. It's a bumpy ride to the finish line.
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May 30, 2008, 11:47 AM
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((((((((((((((((gimmeice)))))))))))))))))))
thankyou for the much needed cuddles  ((((((((((((((orange blossom))))))))))))))) thanks hon, i neede your words of wisdom, i know you are right. jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxox 
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