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#101
Jun 20, 2011, 02:35 PM
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And what do the teachings you have learned tell you about suicides? Tell me. |
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#102
Jun 20, 2011, 02:37 PM
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Maybe you feel too overwhelmed to choose what to do right now, and it would be more helpful for someone to choose for you.
L, I need you to CALL someone. The hotline Suratji gave the number for, if calling T feels too hard. Call. And post here to say that you've done it. It's important that you do this now, without delay, because the risk is likely to increase once the babysitter arrives and you no longer have to directly care for your children in the moment. |
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:39 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:40 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:44 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:46 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:49 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:50 PM
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Please call the hotline. I know you hate making telephone calls but do it anyways. |
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:54 PM
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 Waiting with you. And if you don't have a taste for dark humour please ignore this! Am of the 'anything that gets you through' school of thought 
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Jun 20, 2011, 02:59 PM
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Jun 20, 2011, 03:00 PM
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babysitter will be here in a minute......back on hold.......
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Jun 20, 2011, 03:04 PM
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#114
Jun 20, 2011, 03:11 PM
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PG, you mentioned being on klonopin in Tree's thread. Klonopin can induce suicidal thoughts and ideation.
I hate that drug and I don't know why it's used so often without telling patients about that.
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Conversation with my therapist: Doc: "You know, for the past few weeks you've seemed very disconnected from your emotions when you're here." Me: "I'm not disconnected from my emotions. I just don't feel anything when I'm here." (Pause) Me: "Doc, why are you banging your head against the arm of your chair?" Doc: "Because I'm not close enough to a wall." It's official. I can even make therapists crazy. |
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#115
Jun 20, 2011, 03:44 PM
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Hey Poetgirl hun,
Feeling suicidal is awful. I believe that you mean what you say because you are in a lot of pain and want it to stop. Can I ask if something happened before you went into hospital that triggered your drop in mood? **huge hugs** |
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#116
Jun 20, 2011, 04:05 PM
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PG------
Here with you too. Hold on. Suicide is not an option. Did you get ahold of your t or anyone on the crisis line? Hugging you. |
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#117
Jun 20, 2011, 04:08 PM
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Just heard that Poetgirl has survived this crisis. Her internet is down but she'll be posting soon to update everyone.
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 chancy512, PreacherHeckler, PTSDlovemycats, rainbow8, rainbow_rose, Sannah, with or without you
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#118
Jun 20, 2011, 04:17 PM
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thank you !!
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#119
Jun 20, 2011, 05:35 PM
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Praying for PG right now that she will have some peaceful thoughts soon. I have been where she is and I am feeling her pain. I pray for her to to have relief & happiness soon.
 PG
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#120
Jun 20, 2011, 06:03 PM
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oh, poetgirl. I missed all that happened. I hope you are safe now and in the hospital or with your T or someone. We need you!!! You're too special to leave this world. I care about you. Sending you all my love and hugs.
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#121
Jun 20, 2011, 06:28 PM
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(((((((((Poetgirl)))))))))) Sending huge hugs your way. I hope you know how many people that you don't even know care about you. Please hang in there. We all care.
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#122
Jun 20, 2011, 06:49 PM
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*lots and lots of safe hugs and safe thoughts*
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~ 
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Jun 20, 2011, 06:53 PM
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I am SO glad that you did the right thing PG. I am VERY proud of you!!
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#124
Jun 20, 2011, 07:16 PM
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oh wow, thank you everyone for caring so much.....
I am still not feeling well at all but have promised various people I will stay safe.....talked to my T and she was very very stern with me.....talked to a another friend who made me promise to stay safe and will call me in the morning to make sure of it.... Various people think I should go to hospital again but I don't see the value in that.....it did me no good last time I was there. Why should it be any different if I went again.....how embarrassing to see some of the same people there again too! My H has turned off the internet between 9-12 and 3-7, so my time is now limited....I guess if I spend too much time on it after 7 he will increase the time off. Darn him for being so controlling. It wasn't nice at all to have the internet go off in the middle of my crisis this afternoon..... |
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#125
Jun 21, 2011, 01:26 AM
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I am glad that you were able to talk to your T. You said she was very very stern with you. What did she say? Was she supportive? I hope you. Remember you are STRONG and you WILL get through this!!
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