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Move over guys I want to come........Somebody catch me!
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How did it go, Bear?
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Bashful, how did your meetings go?
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Thanks everyone - it honestly means a lot to me that so many of you replied and supported me, particularly as I lack any kind of support system offline!
![]() Thank you so much for asking, Apteryx, that's so thoughtful! ![]() ![]() T1 wasn't as friendly in person as I'd anticipated from our e-mail communication and her photo.. she was pretty cold and clinical (VERY posh too), and didn't really give a straight answer to anything I asked. I don't doubt she's a good person, I was just pretty disappointed. ![]() T2 was extremely personable (seems to be an outgoing person), seemed pretty concerned, so explained she didn't want to push me and fill in all the questions on her form at that initial meeting, and I felt reasonably comfortable. I found it pretty amusing when she explained why she had shells, buttons, toys, ornaments and sand in the room.. I've NEVER seen anything like that before! ![]() T3 I immediately disliked! She was COMPLETELY money-orientated, uninterested, pretty self-conceited, and said some horrible/malicious things when I politely tried to say I didn't think we'd work well together! Bleurgh.. ![]() Basically, I'm unsure what to make of it all! I don't know if I should see more people, or just settle with the second T I saw yesterday..? There's also now the possibility that I may be able to see ex-T again (privately), so that throws another spanner in the works. I don't think me and ex-T are a good fit at all (I'm more uncomfortable with her than I was with T1 yesterday), but a lot happened in my life during the short-ish time we saw each other - so we've been through a lot together - and I revealed something really HUGE to her, which has made me kinda attached to her, even though we hadn't had the chance to discuss it or work with it.. ![]() I'm really stuck with what to do! There's a lot of family pressure on me too to pick a T within a few days and instantly get better (as if by magic).. ![]()
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Thanks for asking too, MKAC - I've only just seen your response!!!
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BashfulBear, I'm so glad at least one of the therapists was at least okay, though. That's encouraging, right? I'm not sure you should let the thing about the cancellation policy scare you off. I'm sure therapists have big issues with people cancelling (I know it's hard for me to drag my butt to therapy and I'm really motivated) and it affects their income. Maybe try her out for at least three or four sessions and then see?
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I agree that you might want to try T2 for a few appointments - administrative issues are not necessarily things that should be showstoppers if you felt comfortable with the person. If you see what I mean. If it turns out that you two are not right for each other you may want to interview others, but give her a chance first.
I hope you're feeling OK. I can't even imagine trying to open up to THREE strangers in one day! |
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I understand where you're coming from with regard to seeing T2, however she wants a commitment for at least 6 sessions - costing £240 / $373 (USD) / 2,618 SEK - and I don't really want to pay that much money to test someone out and then possibly not stick with them.. if that makes any sense at all?! Maybe I'm just being a tight-wad, but I'm living off savings at the moment (unemployed student) and that's a lot to me. I don't know what most of you are charged per session though, so maybe that's really reasonable for 6. I don't know.. I can't think straight right now. I had to sit an exam at 13:30 today that I didn't know I'd been entered for until I got home at 20:30 last night and checked my voicemails (basically, gave me no time to revise or prep for it), so my brain's a bit frazzled this evening! ![]() My gut feeling is to make it work seeing ex-T (better the devil you know?), but I can't tell if I'm feeling that way because a) I genuinely believe it will work, b) I'm attached to her and miss her, or c) I don't want to have go through my 'story' all over again with a third T.. ![]() ![]() And yes, she needs a good kicking! She nearly cracked me (I didn't really show emotion all day) when she turned around and said 'GOOD, who'd want to work with a selfish little girl like you anyway!?' (in reference to me nearly killing myself and ending up in hospital whilst seeing ex-T). Disgusting woman. I nearly cried my eyes out. Referred to herself as a 'life coach' too, rather than a T, so I figured that just about said it all really!? No offence if anyone's T also calls themself a life coach, I've just never heard of it before..
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![]() You don't need to decide anything just now. Give yourself a break tonight, watch the Holland-Germany game if you are so inclined, and give yourself credit for what you have accomplished - three T interviews and an exam in two days! (What do you study, btw?) |
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And yes, she needs a good kicking! She nearly cracked me (I didn't really show emotion all day) when she turned around and said 'GOOD, who'd want to work with a selfish little girl like you anyway!?' (in reference to me nearly killing myself and ending up in hospital whilst seeing ex-T). Disgusting woman. I nearly cried my eyes out. Referred to herself as a 'life coach' too, rather than a T, so I figured that just about said it all really!? No offence if anyone's T also calls themself a life coach, I've just never heard of it before..
__________________ Ummm EXCUSE US???? she actually SAID THAT TO YOU?????? that infuriates us!!!! can we please kick her butt??? we have been talked to like that by ex-counselor and we still want to hurt her too. we are so sorry!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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![]() I actually study a few things, but the exam was Geography! ![]() ![]() Quote:
![]() I'm sorry your ex-T said hurtful things to you too! ![]() ![]()
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If you were not comfortable with them, I would try some others or take a rest for a week or so. Starting off with more stress about their administrative procedures sounds unpleasant to me - and not in a good way.
I am completely crap at geography. I hope the exam went well. |
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![]() Aw, I'm sure you're not as bad at it as you think you are - we can be way too harsh on ourselves sometimes! ![]() ![]()
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Aw, T2 e-mailed me! She's so cute! :3
![]() **must not be swayed by that**
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I'm sorry your ex-T said hurtful things to you too! Do you mind me asking their justification (other than being a lame douche who didn't deserve to work with you)? No worries if not, just oddly curious after what happened with me..!
no actually we dont mind at all but might have to PM it to you because a lit of it we just arent comfortable making public♥ will do so when we get some time later on but right now have to go buy some spray to keep kahlua out of places he doesnt belong! |
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![]() I hope you're able to get what it is you need! ![]() PS. Kahlua makes me think of the liqueur.. ![]()
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She said *what*, BashfulBear? Wow, is she a member of any professional bodies you can complain to? I'm guessing not, and that's why she's calling herself a life coach. Wow. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm so impressed that you are trying so hard. Hope you have managed to rest after your T marathon
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![]() ![]() Thanks though! ![]() ![]()
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Oh my god I can't believe that person said such a horrible thing to you!!! Why would she do that and call herself a therapist er, "life coach"?? IMO "life coaches" are crap. That's what my DBT person called herself. Ugh. But that's no excuse to say something like what she said! That is abusive!
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![]() I do (now) have this NEED to know if that's how ex-T feels about me though.. ugh! ![]()
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