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#26
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AWhhh, thank you for making me feel important and that my life does matter since I joined here. You are absolutley right, life is short and we all deserve to be happy. I wonder why my mum doesn't realise what she is doing? And why she chooses to be miserable all the time.
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Did you know that emotional neglect is considered abuse? Children need more than just food, clothes and shelter to grow into healthy adults. I know it might be hard to hear, and you certainly don't have to act on your therapist's suggestion right away, but just let it sit, and keep discussing it. She might see how you're negatively affected, and is rightly concerned about how much progress you'll be able to make if you're in an environment where the work she does with you is taken apart by your mother between sessions. Take good care..
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button, I am in agreement with those who said 1) yes, it's abuse. 2) you need to get away. 3) Confronting your mother is maybe a bad idea until you get out or have a place to go.
I confronted my mother in high school. I had a teacher who guessed what was happening to me at home. She asked me if my parents hit. I lied and said that they used to. She said if they ever started again, I could come to live with her and she'd made sure I got to college because she figured that was what was holding me in place, the fear that I could not go to college if I ran away. I told her I was also staying to protect my little sister. The teacher promised she would take my sister also. So, the next time my mother went to hit me, I stood up straight and said, "No. You can't hit me anymore. I have someplace to go. I will take my little sister and leave and you won't see either of us again." She screamed and raged and threw things, but she never hit me again. Confronting when you're still trapped and helpless is too dangerous. |
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My kids are cool, I'm so jealous. Sometimes I fantasize about what my life would be like if one of the adults in my life had noticed and got me out of there.
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It was at the end of my junior year in high school. So, it gave me a about a year of living there without physical abuse. Even that was a welcome respite.
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((((HUGS)))) I think sometimes people turn a blind eye about all of this, they know but don't want to know or are simply scared and its sad.
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Maybe after a few sessions you will be able to stand up to your mother. It is your inner child that is frightened by her?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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I think all of me is frightened of her, the inner child and the adult. I just want to run away from her and the more I isolate myself from her the more she rings and needs me and I can't be near her right now.
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Hi button30 - reading your initial post I was like "whoa T, I've only just got here, that's all a bit full on, let me catch my breath!". But nevertheless sounds like you have had some useful advice to chew on.
I am sorry you are going through this with your mother - it can be really confusing when it is a parent who is abusive to you. ![]()
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You said that you only have 6 sessions? This would hurry it a bit? Can you get more sessions?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Ask your T directly what she knew about you before she saw you. Also, you can tell her that you have heard her about your mother and you are continuing to process it, but that you feel that things are moving too fast. Tell your T that you are the one that needs to be in control of this process because you are the one who has to change if you choose to do so. Take care of yourself! Thinking about ya'! |
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I only have six sessions cos my insurance is paying but maybe I could go for more myself!I like this t, If is straight to the point, no nonsense approach! I don't think I could ask her what's she knows about me just yet! I am not that brave
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I think it is possible to call something abuse, to acknowledge that it was abusive, without necessarily condemning the abuser to total damnation, in your mind. Sometimes people who abuse do not know they are being abusive, or if they know it partly, are pretty much out of control. But for you, it is abuse anyway. Maybe you do not have to hate someone to stand up for yourself.
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I don't agree with condemning the abuser because if she has any conscience it will be enough that she will feel a little guilty about all she has done to me and my siblings. |
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