Welcome to couch number 23!

Back from T and have absolutely no idea what color his pants were. I'm sure I must have had my eyes open most of the session but no recollection of what he was wearing or anything. Too anxious to notice I suppose. Always find it somewhat disconcerting to realize how much I don't see around me. I think it is like Stopdog said, clothes aren't dangerous. I do notice the slightest motion, tension, or anything like that though.

...Trying to get some laundry done. This house is SUCH a disaster, I don't know where to even start...*sigh*...I am feeling weak and tired right now, so while the clothes are washing and drying, I'm going to try to rest for a bit....Have group T tonight then my class is meeting right afterwards til around 9:30 PM or so. Gotta get some energy back to tackle this evening....

he was in 4th grade so had to be around 8 or 9. but he still has a huge phobia about people and things jumping out at him. if he knows at some point it is going to happen it drives him up a wall but ya he would go on some of the attractions now but not ones he thinks stuff is going to jump out at him .like the haunted house .i know it isnt bad at all but omg he would never ever go near it. YUP THATS MY MARINE lol

I've got the maid service coming in 45 minutes to give me a free estimate to clean my house one time. I need it to have a good deep cleaning beyond my cleaning abilities.

Yay Jersey!!

OMG I could so go to sleep in this cozy corner of my boss' office.

Maybe you'll fall asleep earlier than the norm tonight if your tired.

It's so hard getting back in the swing of things after a vacation.

I'm probably setting myself up for disappointment by having these people come to give me an estimate. I know I can't afford that much.

Anybody seen Lola today? I wonder how she's feeling.

have you and your boss worked out the stuff that had you so stressed

Not really worked it out, but I think the whole point is that we've moved on. It's taken care of. He's not upset with any of us. All 4 of us are meeting tomorrow for some strategizing related to the new SE stuff.

Thanks for asking Granite!

i know you were crazy woried about it.i'm glad you were able to all move on

my struggle today is a small one

i will just say ok when i get my reminder call
i will just say yes when i get my reminder call
i will NOT email my T after saying i changed my mind .i will not play this game

You can do this granite!!!

I am hoping Lola is chilling in bed, since she has been so sick latley!

Granite!

You can do it

(((( granite ))))

I booked the maid service. They are very reasonable. A 1 time deep clean, CLEANING EVERYTHING- all woodwork, baseboards and everything. Its only going to be $250.00.

OMG....I just totally realized some things that happened a couple days ago that kinda didn't hit me until now....

1. My old neighbor who tried to run me over was across the street with her family, finally getting their stuff out of that house. She came over to my house with her 2 grandkids and had them knock on my door. I completely froze. I felt tortured by it - knowing how much I love those girls and how I couldn't allow myself to be in a face to face situation with those girls there and my daughter home. I hate that she has that affect on me.

2. I shared some of my biggest traumas with a friend and her adult daughter....Not sure how it came up...but it did...and the awkward silence afterwards made me sick to my stomach. My friend then asked me, "Was any of it consensual?". Why would someone ask that? I don't even know what to think. We kinda moved onto different topics after that. I don't know. I just feel sick about it.

Good for you Jersey!!

Hey everyone. Miss you guys!

Miss you too, Wikid.....We're here for you....

Hey all, Im at home in bed...partner is home and at the doctor. Sick = Suck.

I voted 2 sundays ago, who knew you could vote on a Sunday? hmm, nice.

Good luck all of you with T, I cancelled today....

Hi Wiki! We all miss you too!!

Wiki-We miss you so much too!

Lola.. glad to see you check in.

The question for me.. Do, I get dressed to go vote, or wear my stained and ripped college sweat shirt and sweat pants I have been wearing all day long. Keep in mind, polling place is just down the road and I will not be going anywhere else after.

Healed, I say just wear what you have on and go vote.

Depends on whether or not you care if someone you know spots you while you're there. I'd probably color my hair, put on a hat, and slap on a fake mustache....which would take longer than changing into something nicer....but it'd be fun.

I miss you too Wiki and I'm with Jersey...go vote comfortably healed