Couch 43 ... 1 year !! Thanks for the memories

ugh granite, that sounds awful.

I am trying to catch up, but I just realized every time I try to catch up I have no time left to post. This will be the 3rd week in a row without T. She was away 1 week, I was really sick last week, and this week I have no ride so I canceled again. Here's the thing though, when I canceled last week, I left a message asking if this week was okay. She never phoned back. I let it go, and then yesterday morning (very early) I canceled for Thurs. Left my phone, and said I am not sure when we can meet. She again did not call back. Do you think she's dumping me because my schedule is too crazy? Maybe she is upset I canceled 2 weeks in a row? She knows I am sick, maybe not how sick though. Grrr.

Oh..and guess what? I have hair. LOL!!! It's just a peach fuzz really, but my head no longer looks like skin, it's got color. And it's still auburn....yay. I was worried I would loose my red hair. I like being a ginger.

OH...and I emailed her last week and she never responded. It was the first time I emailed her though, and maybe it didn't go thru.

Glad to hear you're hair's growing back Wiki. Hope you get to see your T soon.

so awesome on the hair. hope you are feeling better.

i don't think your T is dumping you at all. i do think you need to fill her in on the extent of your illness though. and that you are in the middle of getting ready to move and bunches of stuff so she is not seeing you canceling as Resistance. BUT if it is Resistance then that is another conversation.

i would call her and ask for a call back wiki. i know it is hard to do but it might help your stress level if you can . let her know you are worried about her lack of communication and need to know things are OK

(((( wiki ))))

Glad your ginger is returning!

I agree with Granite, calling her and asking for a call back would really alleviate the stress of the unknown here....although it's stressful to make that call.

I'm glad your ginger hair is growing back, wiki! I don't think your T is dumping you either. I hope she contacts you soon. I don't always trust emails. Once my T didn't get one of mine and it turned up in spam. I always check spam now.

T yesterday was kinda hard. VERY hard! She wants me to be mindful when putting lotion on my skin. I showed her some zumba at the end of my session. I'm not starting a thread about my session this time. Gotta limit that! I won't see her for 2 or 3 weeks again.

I'm going to yoga soon.

Wiki - I agree with others. T isn't dumping you. Give her a call.

On that note, waiting for t to call back sucks. I know her office hours start at noon or something like that...

I see you all playing on the old couch. Cool whip now being served on couch 43

Have I killed the couch???

I just got a really cute haircut. Which is good because then I will do more housework just to go to the bathroom more to wash my hands and look at my bad self! Its really a boys cut, shaved on the sides and back snd a little tufty on top.

nope not at all. i had to run to the store . you could never kill the couch sconnie ,never

it sounds cute and short

Had my H take photos of me for this fitness challenge. SO SO depressing. Feel like crawling in a hole and never eating again. bleah. Trying not to weep.

MKAC - don't let the patriarchal ageist ad industry/media/clueless ideas of women make you feel bad about yourself.

MKAC you need to want to get fit for you not what anyone else wants or sees you as. i know hard to live by. you are amazing and getting fit will only make you feel better. now put the pic away and don't look at it for at least a month as you are doing this . just don't look at it

hi stop how are you doing today. just wanted to let you know my son has a little blow torch from when he was in culinary . i found it in his stuff and thought of you . but it is like a blow torch lighter

MKAC - I understand that feeling....I fell off the healthy wagon a while ago...seems I always find my way back to that awful weight. I have zero energy, so the idea of doing anything to improve my situation seems hopeless. I'm glad you've made the commitment to participate in a fitness challenge. I'd imagine the work ahead will be difficult but well worth it. You are loved regardless.

Just got back from Wegmans and I feel totally lifeless.

My doctor put me on Lipitor a couple months ago, after being on Crestor for about a year and finding out that it interacted with my blood pressure meds. I just saw on TV that Lipitor is known to cause diabetes!! Well, I wonder if that's what's been causing my blood sugar to crash so much lately! It's been happening quite a bit - and my usual ways to stop it from happening aren't working lately. I'm going to have to call my doctor.

I was literally groaning and dragging myself up the steps to get into the house with the bags of groceries. Half of them are still in bags on the floor. I have NO energy. NONE. Before I left the house, I ate some peanut butter on crackers just to make sure my blood sugar didn't crash.....and you'd think peanut butter would give me energy. NOPE.

Feels hopeless.

Wikid, I am so glad you are back! It could be that your T thinks that you are just not showing for no good reason. You may want to think about letting her know how ill you really are. Big hugs and take care!

cue ONJ on cassette....

Let's get physical, physical....I want to get physical....lemme hear your body talk, your body talk...

(am I the only one who actually believed that song was about exercise and not sex?)

MKAC...I am sure it's not that bad. Just think of the "after" pics!

Hankey...your hair is longer than mine Glad you like it. I can't wait until mine is long enough for some WIKID color streaks....purple anyone?

So, a couple T sessions ago, I was telling T how I spent all this time making homemade chocolates for a church fundraiser....I told him that I usually only make the chocolates around the holidays.

He said, "So how special does one have to be to get on the list of holiday chocolates?"

I said that apparently he wanted to be on the list.

I told him I'd make some extras for him. Now, he is a total health nut. He eats home grown and organic - is hugely against GMOs - so the idea of him being interested in my chocolates seemed remote.

He asked me if I made dark chocolate. I said yes. He asked me the percentage of cocoa. I told him I didn't know and then made a snarky comment about how I'll go to his organic food website and buy all this stuff that isn't even edible and make it for him. We had a good laugh.

So, I have a small sampling of my usual chocolates....but am going to make a special one for him - partly as a joke, but I'm sure he'll like it - dark chocolate goji berry clusters (He's big on goji berries too) - that I'm making with all organic stuff - carob powder, agave, vanilla, goji berries and coconut oil. I hope it turns out good.

It's true I'm trying to get fit for someone else. It's for my horse though. LOL. I want to be a better weight and more fit so it's easier for him to carry me.

I'm having trouble deciding if I want spinach ravioli for lunch (something quick and easy) or homemade vegetable soup (not so quick, but still rather easy).