Couch 53 Bringing it All Back Home

I am with you RTS.. I drank more before the age of 21 than I have after turning 21. A friend and I used to fill water bottles up with straight vodka and drink them walking around town, going to school dances, etc.. I was a bad adolescent!

Good night, mast!

Good night Apt.
Sweet dreams!

I think my idea of bad might be different than yours

I drank more when I was a teen than now too. It's funny, once I was legal I didn't care about it any more.

I can't stand white whine and beer... it smells so bad... when i was little we went to the busch brewery on a very hot day in August and we walked like 10 feet inside the building and I just threw up everywhere... to this day I associate warm beer with vomit...

sort of ruins it.

Wait a minute Healed...I am as bad as the next person.

What's your bad? Eating bacon? I know, I know...putting whipped cream on a latte? Oh, oh oh...you cussed your H out in your head?

Ick Ready, I hate beer. Smells like my dad, gross. And whiskey, gads whiskey smell make me want to puke.

Oh, wiki.. if you only knew. Most people, I think, would be surprised by the amount of bad I can/want to be. Seriously, if anybody IRL (besides my T he knows) knew that I kissed somebody else while being married and to boot it was a woman.. People would be blown away. Seriously..

I want to buck this healed persona..

(((healed)))
So you kissed another woman. Not a huge deal. Really. If you were out cheating on your H right and left and leaving your kids unattended meanwhile torturing your neighbors cats...that would be BAD.

Christians have no idea what bad really is Healed. I read all these biographies all the time...now JFK, he was BAD! The Beatles, really BAD.

I agree.. Just the people around me know a different healed. I suppose, I just can't decide what healed I want to be.

You can be both, just not either one to an extreme. If you decide to split up and live a different lifestyle, it doesn't mean you have to quit being a good person.

Time to cook dinner. Later peeps.

T has said this before.

((( granite )))

I'm not sure I would know what "bad" would look like in my world. I was quite the rebellious teen, but that badness doesn't seem to fit for me as an adult.

Thats all very well, but what about the donuts? and cinnamon toast? So many donuts, so little cinnamon.....

Is that what happens when you 2000 posts? You get to change your title yourself? The things to look forward to....

Or wearing bras with fireworks coming out of them. Everybody likes kissing girls. What's not to like? It's guys that are... teachable.

In a session does anyone else's T sometimes take copious notes when you have hardly said anything and hardly written anything when you dribble on about an important thing? I think he tends to do it when I speak with hands a lot. I'll take note and ask maybe. Thanks for all the support for my session. Only 2 days to go.

My approach to how much do I love you is usually - "Enough. I believe I love you enough"
or " I said I loved you a few years ago. If that changes, I will give you notice of such"

I did drink more at the end of high school and beginning of college than any time since.
My idea of being bad was to compose a scathing poem or short story.
Or reading Jewish authors on Christmas and Easter and communist writers on the 4th of July.

Dang the couch was active/busy today. Oh well, I will catch up later.

I got paid for C today (for my beginning of June hours). It was well over what I was expecting, so I divided what they paid me by how many hours I worked and got that they paid me 15 bucks an hour. I was told I would be paid 12 when I started.

I wanted to make sure it wasn't a mistake, so I texted C's mom. She said she didn't know as his dad and step mom pay his caregivers, but she would check for me. Well, I just got a text back that it's not a mistake and because I am more experienced than other members of the team, I will be getting paid more. Sweet. I won't argue with that.

Hankster.. I think I will show up to church on Sunday wearing bra with fireworks.. I wonder what people would do. Although, I think it would have been funnier at my old church on Sunday I was scheduled to sing, it would have been a real show on that day!

I like kissing girls.. The problem is, do I still like kissing boys as well? My h in particular.

I had shelved this topic in T, and we refocus on trauma stuff again.. and really started working in MC, I am afraid, it is a topic that I can not easily escape!

You're a hopeless romantic, Stopdog.

BPA, my T's note taking is a source of great amusement for me. It seems totally random. I've commented on it a bunch of times.