Couch 55...And on it goes....

I dyed my hair when I was younger. My hair is a darkish brown and I'd dye it reddish, but the difference was subtle and didn't change the way I looked, I think. Since I started to get grey in my hair in my early 30s I haven't wanted to dye it. I really like the thought of greying.

I really like the thought of greying too. I have wide grey strip above my right eye and if my hair was darker it looks a little like Morticia Addams (if you are familiar with The addams family)
I started going grey in my 30's too and my ex-MIL used to bug me constantly to get it dyed.

cant sleep,panic attacks,horendous dreams,racing thoughts ,hoeeible week emotionally etc. right now it is the dreams that are bothering me . i very rarely dream.my T insists that i do but that i block them or dont remember them.not sure i agree with that but it might be.anyway .all week i have been waiking up with horrible realy bad panic attacks,they come out of noware and wake me up.on top of that .i seem to be dreaming a bunch this week and the dreams are horrible,and grusome.but tonight i came to what seems a strange reality for me .these dreams i have been having are awful.i wont get into details because i know it would completely trigger wiki,but trust me they are bad .or at least should be. tonight i woke up from one and tarted with the huge panic but it was interupted by this huge whistling sound that i thought at first was part of the panic but was the tv on with the station off the air. but it was then ,thinking about the dream i had just had that disterbed me. i had no emotions at all in any of the horrible dreams.they are filled with death,abuse, misery,fear, horrible things happening to me and others around me.but i have no emotions or reactions at all. i see everything going on through my eyes but i am not there.its like i am completely detached from it. like it is going on to someone else. a complete wall. then i wake up and i have a huge panic attack and am wishing so much to be back in the dream beause it was better. crazy i know . does any one else not ever feel emotions when they dream or does most of you awke up with nightmares.it seems i just have emotionless nightmares so to speal.

Pippi Longstocking!

I had a bad dream shortly before waking this morning. I was in a museum with my wife and my boss and the elevator fell down the shaft with my boss in it. I assume he died but I woke up before we found out.

The building inspection either will or will not happen tomorrow morning. But there's nothing more I can do about it.

(((granite))) that must be really horrible. I have many nightmares and other emotion type dreams but I do feel the emotion in the dream. Usually I don't remember my dreams though. I think everybody does dream even if we don't remember it. I hope you can talk to your T about it. You see her tomorrow, right?

It's moving day and my shirt is soaked with tears, now for the 3 hour drive in the rain. Pray for me, if you pray.

Hey all.

Granite...those dreams sound horrid. I hope you eventually got some sleep.

I don't ever dye my whole head, I put color streaks in it a lot though. Usually something funky, like pink or orange. Currently I have just a henna/red tea wash in it which brightens and shines my hair. I am a natural ginger no gray yet. I have never not recognized myself in a mirror...but I avoid mirrors and reflections usually.

My soap came out decent. I have to cure it for a while before using it, so we'll see how it works. This week I am going to work on some bamboo soap. I read that finely ground bamboo makes a good exfoliant. I also ordered some dead sea mud for upcoming batches. A friend and I got a booth at the seaside festival in October...so I am working on getting some wares together for that. I figured I could sell soaps, lavender washes, essential oils and herbal infusions and maybe even some jewelry.

(((LOLA)))
I am praying. Drive safely, precious cargo.

Praying Lola (((hugs)))

sorry peeps i probibly shouldnt have posted all that stupid stuff .i was just a bit freaked and tired and so on .i am sorry .love ya all and have a good day .was just being silly and pathetic

LC - I hope you make it safely to your destination. But I believe the odds are good that you will.

((( Lola ))) - Praying for you.

((( CE ))) - I hope the building inspector shows up today. I'm sure it's difficult to just sit and wait for things that are out of your control.

((( Wiki ))) - Wow, love the soap ideas!

((( Granite ))) - Those dreams sound horrible! I wonder if you can try to talk to T about them. I have found that some of my most horrible dreams had significance which rarely had anything to do with what the dream was about. Once I was able to figure that out, the dreams started to dissipate. For example, one recurring dream that I had was particularly horrible with abuse, blood, guts, you name it....and I was in T's office, but he wasn't there. Then, afterwards, he was there sitting with me. We figured out that the meaning behind it was that T was not there for the abuse and wasn't able to help me when it was happening, and that he is only here to help me now, after the fact. The abuse itself wasn't even a primary factor in the dream, even though it was horrible.

Back from my assignment which went well. I am so exhausted because I only got less than 3 hours sleep last night. I could really use a nap, but I doubt that will happen since the kids are just now getting up. My BIL is not going to work today, so I am on-call for emergency assignments today and overnight. Hope something comes up!

YES!!! I got an all day assignment tomorrow - 9-1/2 to 10 hour shift. WHEW!

Ugh, work nightmares all night. Now to face t with this awful hair. I must have been manic on friday when I did it. It's cute from the back, but my face looks so blah tired.

I was out of town this weekend and missed it, hankster. What did you do to your hair?

Brown dye turned it RED!!! Ugh. Im getting used to it. I just havent colored it in so long. It really put my face into focus. So I guess thats a good thing overall.

MKAC...how is the online college shopping going?

Praying for you Lola... hope you can find some enjoyment of setting up your new place YOUR way...

The plan now is to go someplace like Bed, Bath & Beyond and have him pick out everything he needs. We place the order with that store, but it gets shipped to a store near his college. One of us will fly down with him, rent a car, and go pick up the stuff for him, and deliver him and all his stuff to the dorm. H said a week ago he was getting the plane reservations, which means that I will probably book the flights later today.

You can do it!

Phew! It's done. Now for the report...

CE, that's great that the inspection is done! That's one thing off your plate, although I know waiting for the report is yet another thing.