Couch 60: Don't forget the beachball!

I guess I'm just going to have double my efforts for getting a job..

sorry, I see it as Bartering services... my bad

tell him the story and mention how you think he may perceive it and I'm sure he will understand

I ran into T's wife twice today.. one time unexpectedly (we were both signing our daugther's up for dance class) the other time at open house, where I briefly asked her if she was interested in being a lunch helper again this year. Seriously.. it is weird. T has told me, it is ok to tell her that I am one of his clients if I want to, of course I don't have to. That probably would make it a lot more weird.. I think I am going to be seeing her a lot more this year.

I see it like that too. I did with one of my T in the past but it ended up being a bad idea.

Just found left over spag bol in the fridge. Yum.

Just received at text from T asking me what I want done with the $1 change he owes me and he will call me later to discuss.

just being whiny

Goodnight.. I am exhausted an am going to attempt to sleep.

sorry to interrupt.... so what is everyone doing NOW?

BP how do you fell about said text?

Seriously I am getting a complex about being the thread killer

I'm ok. with it. I guess I'll have to wait til he calls maybe he'll have a solution maybe I'll just have to ride it out.
What am I doing nwo. Writing selection criteria.

Now I'm having a cigarette and heating up lunch.

I really want him to say he'll keep seeing me at a nomianl rate but I know that likely won't happen.

Great now I'm the thread killer.

i'm getting ready to go to bed...actually need to be at work at a decent hour tomorrow. Sigh....being an adult is so trying :P

Hope you and T can find a solution BPA

He'll probablt ring after his sessions this afternoon. So about 4pm another 3 hr wait. I keep checking my voicemail because phone reception is a bit erratic out here.

I thought you QUIT smoking bp?

I did but last night I was so stressed I had to go get some.

My T rang back it went to voicemail. He just said thanks for letting him know and get back in contact when I can come again. I'm foolish to think he would say anything else. I just want to feel special to someone, I know its not his job to do this but now I feel totally abandoned.

BP how long will this finacial situation prevent you from seeing T?

BTW... just emailed Country T as, anyone will do at the moment....

Probably until Jan next year. Maybe or until I get a job or until my pension gets approved.

I'll need him to write a report for my pension I wonder how I'll do that.

Well I hope your pension gets approved or a job heads your way. ((((BP))))

Hey you kids - get off the lawn.