Couch 65...Where all the fun is!

((((GRANITE))))
Love you, Chickie....hang in there!

So, mom is all signed up. She will get the keys Dec. 9th after we inspect the apartment. I am kind of excited for her, she will be surrounded by people her own age, with a senior bus that daily goes to grocery stores, the senior center, and the commons. There is an activities hall with a huge library too (she reads a lot). To top it all off, she asked me if I thought a Psychiatrist could help her. I told her that I could find her a therapist if she would like, because, heck, we can all use someone to talk to, right? As long as she doesn't make the T think I am abusing her, in which case it'd be a disaster. I am going to look into finding a geriatric specialist nearby. On the 21st of this month, it'll be one year since we closed on her house. It will be so nice to finally have her in her own permanent space.

thanks wiki .I am so so down .I don't know why. I don't feel I fit in here my issues are annoying and insignificant .but seem so huge to me . I feel like the world hates me im tired and feel like I hate the world . I just hate me and I am completely disgusting and opening my mouth proves it. its like whatever the world can hate me I don't give crap it is like when you have nothing to care about. what you got to loose. right

(((granite)))
that is such a horrible feeling. We really do love you, though. You are not insignificant, and your problems are not insignificant either (but you are not your problems). It's so tiring to be feeling like that, I know.

Chickie...
You are not disgusting, and your problems are NOT insignificant at all. You matter to us, we all matter to each other. You are saying things in T, and that's going to cause a thangover. Is that the bulk of it? A thangover? Or is it something else?

I am poking around on Psychology Today's "find a t" form, looking for a T for my mother in my area, and I see a guy who wasn't on there before who would be SO PERFECT FOR ME! WTH? Seriously, I almost emailed him. I did see a woman for my mother (it has to be a woman because if I put her with a man she will accuse him of coming on to her... I don't think she's looked in the mirror lately because she seems to think all men want her)

I don't know .thanks for seeing me guys and responding . I know I have been horribly needy lately but I am working on dealing with it all I really am. I just wish I had other places to talk about it other then here then you all wouldn't have to listen to it . anyway thanks for the love . on now to the next subject.

how about this cold weather?????

what a T for you??? ok let me check nope hell is still hot lol . for real maybe e-mail him

UM>.....I think you should go back and find me WHERE you have been TOO needy! Where? I check in here almost every day, and I see a lot of people in need of encouragement and help, we are all a bit needy, but I do not think you are anywhere near being TOO needy. I mean, you always start a separate thread when it's a big issue. Sheesh.
I know, right? I think I should wait until after the holidays.

The gym I joined is kind of pricey with the pool and the trainer and all...I honestly shouldn't add a T bill to that right now. Seems like it'd be way too much money on me. Although, I don't pay to get my hair or nails done anymore...my D does them.

can I adopt your daughter . I think the swimming and jym are great for your body and health. T maybe for your mind .but I agree I would not start T this close to holidays unless I was in a major crisis.

umm not just feeling like the demon spawn of horrors that I am now . ok maybe not so much demon

Granite...I'm sorry for butting in. However, I just wanted to say that, while I don't always respond to your posts, you are an inspiration. You have come a long way in your therapy just by the fact that you are now talking. Therapy is hard, sometimes harder for some than others. I think some of that growth came from the encouragement of people here. Just sit tight these feelings will pass. It just takes time and hard work. And for pete's sake stick around here and keep talking. If it helps you to post keep posting you deserve it.

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SEE THAT! Even the lurkers love you. Thanks Melissa! And it's nice to see you on the couch.

Granite, you are no spawn. Well, maybe a bit of a spawn, especially when you have aerosol products.

I have to take the girls out...
they are crossing their little doggie legs and whining.

BRB

you are right I do loose sight sometimes of how much this place helps me. in inspires me. sometimes I can be very tunnel versioned and can let one person represent a for all, here and in real life .

I think I am suffering from T hangover or something . I did take my happy pills and they are starting to have there affect .

That reminds me of an old expression my mother uses
(Mast, you'll like this)

Ha ha ha. Strange one, isn't it?

Wikid, I believe one of your issues is that you tend to feel the need to put yourself last & not spend any money on yourself. It's one of the reasons that you could beneift from a therapist.

Email him.

yea, pbutton, I know. But, honestly, if you saw my medical bills from this past year you'd cringe. I pull way more out of the family budget than H.

I may email him after the holidays though. I don't need the complications right now.

anyone heard from mue lately she has been mia

yea...I noticed that Granite. I know she was working a lot, but it's weird not to hear from her. And Jerz is a bit quiet today.

cool whip my peeps LOLA MUE JERZ helloooo you all doing ok . (((hugs))

COOL WHIP with Aspartame!

ok if I have to . but it just isn't cool whip then

ha ha....

did you see my link about how aspartame is actually poop?
Too damn funny.

"Lola"

I met her in a club down in old Soho
Where you drink champagne and it tastes just like cherry-cola
See-oh-el-aye cola
She walked up to me and she asked me to dance
I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice she said Lola
El-oh-el-aye Lola la-la-la-la Lola

Well I'm not the world's most physical guy
But when she squeezed me tight she nearly broke my spine
Oh my Lola la-la-la-la Lola
Well I'm not dumb but I can't understand
Why she walked like a woman and talked like a man
Oh my Lola la-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola

Well we drank champagne and danced all night
Under electric candlelight
She picked me up and sat me on her knee
And said dear boy won't you come home with me
Well I'm not the world's most passionate guy
But when I looked in her eyes well I almost fell for my Lola
La-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola
Lola la-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola
I pushed her away
I walked to the door
I fell to the floor
I got down on my knees
Then I looked at her and she at me

Well that's the way that I want it to stay
And I always want it to be that way for my Lola
La-la-la-la Lola
Girls will be boys and boys will be girls
It's a mixed up muddled up shook up world except for Lola
La-la-la-la Lola

Well I left home just a week before
And I'd never ever kissed a woman before
But Lola smiled and took me by the hand
And said dear boy I'm gonna make you a man

Well I'm not the world's most masculine man
But I know what I am and I'm glad I'm a man
And so is Lola
La-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola
Lola la-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola