Couch 75

It's crazy how little it takes to set me off. Just because things won't be the way I planned for it to be it's suddenly me against the world?

Calm down. You always blow things out of proportion. It's not that big of a deal. Things can always change too and don't be irritated because she hasn't texted you back. You know she's busy and she usually takes forever to respond to texts but yet answers quite quickly to yours. Don't let this dictate your day and ruin everything. Rationalize, accept it, and move on. Everything will be ok. You're seriously blowing things out of proportion. It's not that big of a deal. You're going to have a good day nonetheless. Be grateful for the amazing day yesterday.

I am glad to hear it worked -but I do hate taking prednisone the couple of times I have done so.

The preliminary election results are scary. Ultra-nationalism and xenophobia on the rise all over the place.

I have the worst cold ever and two days to get over it to be able to go to T and to also entertain my MIL because my hubby is returning back to work so I have 4 days of entertaining her. right now I just feel sick

I guess I'm lucky then, I've taken it twice (high doses but just for few days) before exhausting hiking trips and... I loved it, eventually I was able to breath, so it worked like double red bull but I got the power also in my muscles... I'm not sure if I had any side effect, maybe I was so amazed by my hiking capacity that I didn't notice any...

I agree. It sort of scares me. I have no idea what the consequences will be or if they'll even be noticeable but it scares me that people seem to have forgotten history or that they at least aren't aware (or don't care) that history sometimes repeats itself.

Indeed. To be honest, I don't think that the real influence they will have is going to be that great. But still.

omg I am so hurt by people I thought wee my friends . I hate my life .I just wish I was dead. it is the worst so humiliated and horrible .

So sorry you are hurting, Granite. Take good care of,yourself.
I understand. I too am hurting and I hate life too - please know you are in my thoughts.

Well Kurt Busch won't race all 1100 Miles today (blew an engine in the Coca Cola 600) but he still gave it his best show.

I miss wikid. And Lola. And Squirrel, and Sally Brown.... oh, lots of people.

You're an 'only' too Alone?

Why does this remind me of myself just over two years ago... Right before the s*** hit the fan...

Badum-tish!

Yes - I hate it and feel so alone. V small family too!
I am envious of close/large families.
My T even pointed this out to me early on in T

Today is a bbq day for me - low and slow with sauce on the side.

I kinda picture you all like the fried green tomatoes movie. Ribs and hound dogs and blueberry pie.

Im waiting for my friends to text to swim. Its gorgeous here.

Would you like to talk more about what happened? Maybe some outside perspective would help?

I just got home from yet another assessment session. We've had quite a few sessions now so today the psychologist told me she needs some time to go through everything, talk to my parents, look at records from check-ups I had as a child etc before we can meet up for more sessions. So yeah, I won't get to see the psychologist for a month.

It's all completely understandable. I mean, I get that she needs time to "put some of the pieces together" but I still feel depressed. I find it so difficult to function properly, especially without being able to talk to someone about these things. I feel like I'm all on my own again and I know time will go by very slowly, which is painful.

it is a long story but what set me off was, I call the store I scrapbook at to sign myself and MIL up for a card making class on Tuesday. the policy is to pay at the time of signing up .but some people have asked to be penciled in and pay the day of the class. anyway the staff that I was talking with thought this was what I was asking and was so mean to me . it would be a long story to explain why what she said was mean so I don't want to get into that .but basically she was rude and treated me like a child for no reason .she never gave me a chance to tell her what I wanted before she went on her tirade. the thing that hurt is she was suppose to be my friend . at least that is what I thought . I was so hurt that I started crying on the stupid phone and had to just say never mind and hung up. hanging up was probably not the best thing I could have done but that was the beginning of a huge major melt down that still continues. texts to the store owner, the lady who runs the class I wanted to sign up for. and the non stop crying. I am so humiliated .I don't understand what I did to her . I feel so stupid thinking she was my friend.

Taking a PC break - it's long overdue, I think.

Enjoy the sauce!

The reality that my Therapist is leaving in a week is really starting to sink in. Plus the thought that my next Therapist might be Male freaks me out a bit.

Aaaack - before you go! I wanted to tell you - you inspired me to sign up for some choral summer sings in my town. Masses and requiems and stuff - im looking forward to it. So thanks.

Just had a big blowup with my dad over something that I wasn't even talking about.