Couch 83: In a world where...

I'm not sure. I've never thought about it. I'm not worried if my husband found out. He knows I'm in T and wouldn't be surprised to hear I called. I never tell him when I do though or that I have.

It's supposed to be completely anonymous. Ours has an online option that uses your zip code to log on as well. So I guess they track that.

I guess being tracked is a concern for you?

Sorry for being a poophead last night, couch. The moscato was a christmas present, or it wouldn't of been in the house at all - I really don't drink anymore and last night's display was why. I get all stupid and maudlin. Coming here did stop me from emailing t, for which I am eternally grateful. Back to normal this morning!!

You weren't a poophead. Don't worry about it

I tend to send incoherent texts to people when I am drunk lol I was only half in the bag last night so at least my texts made sense. lol. I too rarely drink. I've drank more in 2015 than I have in the last 5 years... Easily!

Glad you didn't email T.

Artemis. Nothing wrong with being maudlin

Growlycat...did you have the opportunity to see your not new T in person when you went for your visit to your old town during the holidays?

Healed... How is it going today?

MKAC... Did the medicine help with the migraine?

Granite... I would love to see some of your new craft items, etc... Have you thought about an Etsy store?

Sally Brown.. Isn't it the amazing the amount of love you can feel?
Murray... It sounds incredibly brave and exciting rebuilding a life for yourself..
Wiki... Even the smallest of things can bring about the greatest joy...

Thinking of lots of people today... LolaCabana...TreeHouse...Nightsky...Ike...and many others...

RTS, how thoughtful of you to remember!!!

Yes, I did go see my longtime T and it was a lovely session!
Sometimes I miss his office as much as I miss him. He seems on the verge of being a book hoarder but it gives his space a warm professorial feel.

There is another wedding in my family this spring so I will be heading out again and I will make a stop to see him again too. In the spring we used to go for walks and I hope we get to do that again.

Seeing him age is tough for me but I try to stay grateful for any time I have with him.

I am fighting the urge to email t.. So far successfully! I wrote everything down that I wanted to say. H and I just had lunch and are getting ready to see a movie!

I have to say though.. I am not feeling this irrational emotional drive to talk to t RIGHT NOW.. It's something that needs to be talked about, but during our next session is fine.

So, I am doing pretty well. How are you rts?

I'm glad you are able to sit with it till you can respond to it and not just react to it.

Please don't take my comments on the other thread to infer that I meant your feeling should not have been hurt or that your T was right...

Personally I just feel very lonely because I'm back to just being what people expect...it's not authentic but it keeps the peace

I had an Etsy store for awhile, sold like 10 of my crocheted items (hats, purses, and a scarf or two if I remember correctly.) It was pretty easy. I sorta lost interest in it, though. I've been in the mood to crochet again lately, so I might make some more stuff and re-open my store. It's a good idea.

"Show me your bookshelf and I'll tell you who you are."
Hmmm. Maybe our Ts should look at our bookcases.

Thanks rts.. I didn't get that vibe but regardless my feelings were hurt a bit, and my t is good and will at least acknowledge that. And then, we can talk about his comments and his intents.

Sorry about feeling lonely.. I know that feeling all to well. Either way though.. I get lost and lonely. If I agree with everybody just to keep the peace my true self is lost.. And bring honest with the people around me don't understand. When, I try to stand up for the fact that I think differently I am all alone as well. I am sure we are dealing with two different situations.. All that to say... I am here!

As I'm learning more about jewelry making, I'd love to start an Etsy store.
Was it worth the effort? How long did it take to sell those items?

RTS, how are you doing this weekend?

The stbx has most of my books

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I have gone absolutely mad. I have downloaded trial versions of Adobe Illustrator, Illustratator Draw for Ipad. I am finding it hard to adjust my style to Illustrator which is kinda maths based. So i am struggling on with Draw as it doesn't throw geometry at me. I started a store not Etsy but on one off those other websites. As you can see I got depressed and lost all interest in.

according to my weather widget it is 31 deg Celcius but FEELS LIKE 40 deg celcius. Just my kinda day, i'm out and into it.

The medicine helped; thank you! Had a great ride yesterday, but woke up with the migraine again. Finally around 2 today, it let up so that D and I could ride. Rode my favorite horse and hung out with one of my favorite people on the planet, so it was a great day. The headache is ramping back up as the meds wear off so I will probably need to see if my doctor is in tomorrow.

I am truly sorry you are feeling like you cannot be authentic in your offline life. I think you are amazing and people are missing out if they do not see the real you.

Ok- I know we have a lot of cat lovers here. I need some advice. Over the summer, we adopted a stray cat, at the time she would come in and eat and go right back outside. Soon, she started staying inside more, so we decided to make her our cat, get her vaccinated and get her scheduled to be fix. Well, she went into heat before she got fixed. And she got pg (at the time she was still staying outside a lot and using the bathroom outside). Since she has been pg and its been cold she has stayed inside.

Anyways...she can't be more than 18mos-2 years old. She had her kittens today, we weren't home when she had them, but they can't be more than 12 hrs old. She had 5 all together, one was dead at birth, one was near death be we revived him and seems to be fighting with the other four kitties for nipple to nurse. So, my question is.. they seem like they aren't latching on very long to nurse and seem to be frantic in their efforts to nurse. This is normal right? as they get older and their eyes open they will get better? I am really afraid that our cat is too young to be a good mommy and the kitties are going to get the nourishment that they need. Any cat experts????

MKAC,

When I get really desperate I put an ice pack on my head (not directly on my skin, tho, of course)...usually on my forehead, sometimes the back of my neck. It seems to help impending migraines. I hope you feel better soon!

My cat gave birth at around 7 or 8 months and it seemed to work out naturally. I don't really remember what the kittens were like at first born. She dragged them all up on top of the fridge, bizarrely.

I think it will work out for the kittens you have. I guess just watch and see if one has any trouble.

The hardest thing about using illustrator for me was learning to work with curves/nodes. Once you get it though you will love illustrator!!!