The Couch Get's 86'd (it's now under the end zone at Giant's stadium)

Are you sure?

Home from work, just me and the kiddos for the next two days.. we'll see how this goes. I saw T on Monday, so I won't have T tomorrow, but I will on Monday.. So, I will be looking to fill in my time tomorrow when I was supposed to be with T.

I really want to email him and tell him what I have been thinking about EMDR because we didn't get a chance to talk about it at my last session. Or maybe, I just feel this need to make sure he is still there.. I hate that feeling.

Hope you all are having a great day!

Any idea what you might do tomorrow?

All week I have been saying I would go to the mall with the kids, but I didn't. Ended up at Toys R us today. Had to get a new bumper for my toddler's bed. We use an inflatable one and somehow it got a hole. She is still too little to not have the bumper there as she sleeps on a single bed that has drawers in it so it is a bit high.

I don't know that feeling, but it sounds like it would suck. I only email my T once a week and that is the day after my session. T replies sometimes and doesn't other times. I don't mind either way.

Well, if my daughter is feeling up to it, we will probably head to a friends house (she is also the sitter for my son) and do a movie and dinner all together. They are moving out of the country soon, my daughter and her oldest want to get together one more time.

If not, we will probably just go out to eat somewhere for dinner and do a movie night at home..

I'm still angry with T. I'm not sure whether I am angry with him for not agreeing with me, or for pointing out things that show how broken and unfixable I am (not that he thinks I am, but he's wrong about that), or because in a way it feels like when he disagrees he is mocking me because it is impossible to disagree about that particular thing in earnest.

Or perhaps I'm mostly angry with myself for being a loser.

Sounds fun either way. Hopefully your daughter is well enough to see her friend once more.

had a good retreat. I don't know why I was so nervous about it . except for my T forgetting that I was not going to be there . I hope she wasn't to angry with me. now I just need to get through teaching this class. I got a lot of prep done during this get away

Glad to hear your retreat went well granite.

Is it just me or do a bunch of you guys all teach in one aspect or another?

thanks cat .

Not me. I just run my mouth

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I keep having "**** just got real" days. Too many. There should just be one. It can only get real once. Then it is real. Yet, I have had multiple days like this over the last few months. And each one is worse than the previous one. I hate think what will have to happen to provoke my next "**** just got real" day.

I wipe bums and faces all day... and when I actually "work" my inside the home outside the home work, I am dealing with construction workers. I think the fact that I spend so much time managing people keeps me from becoming a recluse that never communicates with anyone. Plus, social media. lol

(Butting in to answer question that does not directly apply to me) SD, Mast, and Healed all teach...I could be missing someone else.

Oh, duh...Lolagrace, too.

I do teach.. though, when I finally start my masters program it will not be for teaching.. but that is a little while away!

Whatcha going to do for your masters?

It seems so many people I know teach. That's one thing I always thought I might actually like to do, but I just couldn't make up my mind between that and doing something like I do now (HR).

It was the one thing I knew I would not want to do... go figure

Either I will go to school to be a Physician's assistant Or Licensed Mental health counseling.

Hahahaha funny how that works.

Awesome. Both cool ideas!

One day I like to think I would go back to school. Right now I don't see it. I have a feeling that I wouldn't be able to do anything with it for 20 years at least.

The older I get, the more crazy I think it is to ask 17 and 18 year old teens to think of something that they might want to do for the rest of their lives and then spend 4 years studying it. You change so much at that young age, and with experience you learn to think.. this seems interesting, but I could never do it.

That makes a lot of sense. I wanted to do web design and photography as a teen. But everyone is a photographer and web design is often outsourced to cheaper countries. Then I figured I could teach, but couldn't decide what. Then I wanted to be a vet or vet assistant until I actually brought my cat there and saw what they do. Then I decided I would do HR or admin. But I got a job doing that without schooling so I never went.

I had no money for school anyways so I wasn't about to start things until I was sure... And I am still not sure lol

I would love to be a vet or vet tech...but I can't stand up all day (bad plantar fasciitis) so it doesn't matter anyway.