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#326
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I don't know how to leave. Not practically, not emotionally. I don't know how. I don't know how.
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#327
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Rough day overall. Don't see the point of pretty much anything. Out to dinner and later b-day of friend of a friend thing.
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#328
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Hugs luco and elio.
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#329
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Sorry. I'm somewhat inebriated. I don't drink very often.
It occurs to me that it was after I told my T that I didn't want to be with my partner, after I said it out loud for the first time having known it to be true for so long, that the erotic transference came about. I don't know why I've only just noticed that. I don't know how I would have survived the last couple of months without this site, I can't imagine it. Thank you all for existing. |
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#330
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My cat is on the end of my bed snoring. I love her.
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#331
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I got this magic stuff called unisolve to remove the tape on my puppy's ears. It is used to remove surgical/medical tape. I had tried all sorts of things to get this tape off and nothing was working and some of it was annoying to the pup. This stuff just took one swipe and poof the adhesive dissolved and pup did not even notice - it did not sting or hurt him at all. Then I took a baby wipe and cleaned it up.
If you ever need to remove sticky stuff from a pet or child - I give this stuff 2 thumbs up
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#332
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omg, i love when my cat snores! its so cute. my kitten is currently lying across my lap <3
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#333
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#334
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One of my favorite things on youtube are unboxing videos - it completely cracks me up that people tape themselves unboxing stuff and explain the packaging. How did that ever start? And they are always really terrible - like they drop the camera or tape the floor because they are using one hand to take some product out of a box.
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#335
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![]() I can relate to this, because I'm in a similar relationship dynamic. I have moments where want to leave, but I can't see it happening logistically, emotionally, etc. Not saying this is true for you, obv, but these moments are outweighed for me with how much I love him, how much I know he loves me, and that we do have good moments together. Drink lots of water and make sure you take care of yourself. |
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#336
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#337
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BCM - moving is very stressful
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#338
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H's dog is lying in the middle of the bed on all of the covers. She doesn't think I need any.
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#339
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Ugh, yes it is. To avoid moving, I signed another year lease on my apartment in which I can't afford. That is how much I hate moving. Check in with me in a few months as I might be homeless.
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#340
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A conflict at work and I'm right in the middle of it. It has me so upset I left at lunch yesterday, in tears. I cried all afternoon and into the evening. Finally had to take a Klonopin to calm down. I'm okay now but I don't know how to resolve this situation. Both sides are pissed at each other and I'm in the middle.
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#342
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Hugs Mobius Psyche, that sounds like a terrible day
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That is how I dealt with the night too... finally home, I'm not so inebriated as I was earlier. Things are not as funny. I am such a lightweight, it doesn't take much. I should sleep well tonight once I finally get there.
Luco - I hope your day is better tomorrow.... I hope my day is better too. |
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#344
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Could have used this knowledge 2 wks ago. Will try to file it away for next surgery in Oct.
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#345
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Hugs luco... it was your bday? Happy bday then
![]() Hugs elio and morbus too... Velcro: how are you and how are your kidney stones?
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#346
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#347
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@daisy; Are you ok? We're here if you want to talk...
I pissed BF off. I don't know, I was just joking around while he was doing some stuff in the kitchen, it was more like a game for me. He ended up wrapping a towel (don't know the name, the small ones you have in the kitchen) around my eyes so that I couldn't see and pushing me out of the kitchen/living room to the stairs. He didn't hurt me or anything, just scared me to death... Can't calm myself down now. I don't even know why >.< Sorry, just needed to vent...
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I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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#348
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#349
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Meh. I'll be OK. Last night was rough, and then I woke up from a really upsetting dream when I had posted in Dear T. Like, I'm frustrated with the process at the moment, but I know that it's because for once I'm making actual progress. Thank you for asking ![]() |
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#350
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