Couch 136: Transference Welcome!

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A fifth grade Squirrel.

One more photo from the past. Undergrad graduation. My hair was so long. I would not want to go back to those days though. I hated the knots it would get.

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ETA: Has it really been 11 years?

Making our annual voyage to VA Beach... stopping in Washington DC for the day. I am already sick of being in the car. But not really looking forward to walking around all afternoon either. Vacation when you're pretty badly depressed is no fun. Hoping when we get to the ocean that will perk me up a bit.

I saw t yesterday actually cried, but him commenting on the fact that he has never really seen tears from me was enough recognition of my crying to make me snap back those tears. I told him that I was thinking about staying home this week and not going with my family and he tried his very hardest to convince me that it was not a good idea to be alone all week. With my SI and all.. I suspect if I hadn't promised him I would go that he would called my husband.

Why is it I miss him the most when I am at my lowest?

Happy Friday!! I'm off today and it is beautiful and sunny here.

My youngest and I are going to find some Chinese for lunch and run a few errands. I'm cooking the Easter meal here for my family. We were supposed to go, as usual, to my moms and have it tomorrow, but my grand baby seems to be about to make her appearance into the real world.

I invited my mom and brother to come here and celebrate Easter with us but she didn't think that would be a good idea. My brother and husband don't see eye to eye at all. Of course, my mom's main concern is for her "baby" so they are not coming. Which is fine, I guess, it just hurts me and makes me internally angry.

Oh well. It is what it is. I'm going to enjoy my family and look forward to seeing my grand daughter when she does get here. They are calling me Yaya. I like that. It feels like it fits me.

Have a great day everyone!! Thanks for the hug Art. Here's one back to whoever would like one!!

Okay, I think the lady I live with is losing it. I just went out to the living room to grab something and her grandson was over. She tells her grandson, "This is Squirrel, have you every met her?" The grandson and I look at each other and laugh. I have been here a few years. Yes, we have met each other. Her grandson's response: "Gram, she has been her a while how could I have not met her by now?"

This is on top of something she said last week. She took her dog to the vet for his annual check-up and came home saying she doesn't know where the years have gone. She said that she was talking to her vet about the dog being 5 and the vet looks at her and said he was 7 because she had been bringing him there since he was a puppy. Heh...how could you lose 2 years?

Dementia maybe?

Gotta leave soon to get to my haircut. I will try to post a pic when I get out. I don't know if you can post pics with tapatalk though. I may have to wait till I get home after CVS.

I always think my dogs are younger than they really are. Remembering exact pet ages is not easy for me either.

Havarti is so yum. My 2nd SIL told me years ago its the best for grilled cheese samwiches, its a good melter.

I got my hair cut yesterday. I went super super short. Its starting to get hot here, i HATE a sweaty hot head!

2months? Oo
I usually don't get new haircuts for over a year, but then, I'm sloppy. Have fun by getting a new one though

It's been almost a year for me....

When my hair was super short- I got it cut every 4-5 weeks. I think that's the norm with short hair. Now that it's grown out-I only get it trimmed once a year.

I cant believe you found an avatar that actually looks like you!

I have a cousin in law who has done pretty well these past 20 years or so as a medical coder.

At Dennys for lunch.

Here is my hair back to where it should be. Lol. Lets see if this works.

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You look great!

Haha.. it's a ditzy cheerleader character in Daria

I think I'm more like Jane

Personality wise

I'm mad at T right now. Why? Because he can't do magic and therefore can't just magically fix me.

Done at Demnys. In CVS parking lot. Still have over an hour. Nap? Hmmm.

Its darling! I wish my hair would behave. It gets lost traveling more than one inch away from my scalp! It thinks its buzz lightyear - "to infinity and beyond!"

Yeah but she has your hair and your cat's typing agility!

My t said he wasnt a mindreader (more than one t). I also asked if one of the degrees one had on the wall was for massage therapy.

Maybe a new thread - what other skill do you wish your t had? my t IS magic, but very very very slooooow magic.

Such a thread sounds great. Mind-reading would definitely be on top of my list too. Alongside with having waaaaay more session time for less money and without getting burned out.

Just had another fight with bf - why should I not push away the only person I can talk to besides T, right?

Sorry, I'm grumpy

Ugh, stupid non-magic Ts ((Munie))