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junkDNA · Jul 07, 2017 at 07:29 AM

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Originally Posted by precaryous

Susan Boyle sings, "Unchained Melody," with such honesty. Exquisite.

I'm listening to it over and over..crying
Thinking, I wish I could sing like that....and, weeping because although I have loved others....I have never been loved like that by anyone.

Susan Boyle Captivates Listeners With 1950s Classic

I love her singing wild horses

Jul 07, 2017 at 07:51 AM

I will not email t. I will not email t. I will not email t.

but i want to so bad. i can't stand how we left things the other day.

toomanycats · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:00 AM

hello couch.
I always come in, say hello, then end up disappearing.
I'm bad at this.

toomanycats · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:04 AM

J (new T) is back today, and I'll see him after work. I'm kind of sad about it, honestly. Because he's not S (ex T). And because I don't really feel anything positive about J being back or seeing him. No relief. The pain I was feeling is still right here, not in any way soothed by stupid J being back. It's just not even close to the same. I feel I could honestly stop therapy with J completely and feel no pain over it -- part of me wants to walk away. I'm actually almost irritated/angry that he's back. IDK. I feel like I had a tiny connection with him before his vacation, but now I don't have any, and I am like... just angry in his direction.

junkDNA · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:11 AM

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Originally Posted by QuietMind

What happened?

i talked about SA in session, left and started falling apart. was fine in session but not after. it hit me like a brick wall. i struggled a lot and texted T for reassurance but went ignored. ended up relapsing and shooting up drugs in order to numb out and forget it all. i did text him yester and told him about my relapse. i feel so embarrassed and ashamed - about all of it. the SA disclosures and the relapse. so i texted him last night and cancelled until August and said i would contact him then

stopdog · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:38 AM

important (not really) problem of the day - do I replace my flagging 5 year old macbook pro with a new one or do I give windows 10 a shot?

toomanycats · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:44 AM

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Originally Posted by stopdog

important (not really) problem of the day - do I replace my flagging 5 year old macbook pro with a new one or do I give windows 10 a shot?

Mac is always the answer.

awkwardlyyours · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:47 AM

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Originally Posted by stopdog

important (not really) problem of the day - do I replace my flagging 5 year old macbook pro with a new one or do I give windows 10 a shot?

Of course, get a new Mac.

But, also 5 years? Wow, that's brave. I don't dare run my laptops for more than 3 years max -- burnt my fingers once when I ended up losing all my data and work when the whole thing crashed irrietrievably.

toomanycats · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:49 AM

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Originally Posted by awkwardlyyours

Of course, get a new Mac.

But, also 5 years? Wow, that's brave. I don't dare run my laptops for more than 3 years max -- burnt my fingers once when I ended up losing all my data and work when the whole thing crashed irrietrievably.

Macs can last a long time!
I've had my macbook 6 years now, and it's still going strong!

That said -- I have nothing important saved locally to the machine.

LonesomeTonight · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:49 AM

I agree with Mac!

stopdog · 09:07 AM

I back up twice a week on two different external drives. And that is why I like getting macs -because they go forever. Before I switched - I had to replace pcs about every 2-3 years.

I hate the new mac ports (or lack of them) and lack of mag charger - I don't want to by a bunch of stupid add ons to get enough usb ports. I could get a new older one.

toomanycats · Jul 07, 2017 at 08:56 AM

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Originally Posted by stopdog

I back up twice a week on two different external drives. And that is why I like getting macs -because they go forever. Before I switched - I had to replace pcs about every 2-3 years.

I hate the new mac ports and ack of mag charger - I don't want to by a bunch of stupid add ons to get enough usb ports. I could get a new older one.

they got rid of the magnetic charger?? ew
Mine still has a DISK drive lol

Jul 07, 2017 at 08:58 AM

Windows 10 isn't anything special.

Busy day today. Headed now to go yell at the post office, then going to a matinee with H. Coming home after the movie to work on school stuff.

At least I won't have time to be utterly depressed about the dumb stuff going on at the present.

stopdog · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:09 AM

It is not whether windows 10 is special - it is a question of whether it will make me want to toss the computer into the wall like the last version I used did. I have no idea what version the school's computer uses because I try not to use it at all.

skeksi · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:19 AM

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Originally Posted by stopdog

I back up twice a week on two different external drives. And that is why I like getting macs -because they go forever. Before I switched - I had to replace pcs about every 2-3 years.

I hate the new mac ports (or lack of them) and lack of mag charger - I don't want to by a bunch of stupid add ons to get enough usb ports. I could get a new older one.

Yeah, I was all ready to buy a new MacBook Air and the lack of ports made me decide I could keep my old one going for a few more years.

anais_anais · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:22 AM

I got my current mac laptop in 2010... 👍🏼👍🏼

It's functional but I have no great faith that it will survive much longer. (Currently deleting music so that I have enough room to install a printer driver.) But the two things preventing me from getting a new one are the $ and how they took away all the ports, seriously, why the eff would you do that. I think I will have to get an older refurbished one.

The taking away the cd drive on the mb air was an easy and cheap enough fix with the external cd drive... but with the new ones, if you're in a creative career and need to connect a multitude of things, not so much. The bluetooth is just another thing to go wrong at a critical moment.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:23 AM

I just got a new Windows 10 laptop, I like it.

88Butterfly88 · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:24 AM

I had the funniest dream last night, Trump was my therapist.

anais_anais · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:25 AM

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Originally Posted by 88Butterfly88

I had the funniest dream last night, Trump was my therapist.

HAH

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Ellahmae · Jul 07, 2017 at 09:39 AM

Trying so hard to stay awake this morning. Thankfully I get to leave early on Fridays, but that means I also have to see DM. There was something else I was going to say but..... it's left the building.

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Anonymous43207 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 07, 2017 at 07:51 AM #42 I will not email t. I will not email t. I will not email t. but i want to so bad. i can't stand how we left things the other day.

toomanycats Grand Poohbah Member Since May 2017 Location: USA Posts: 1,734 7 542 hugs given	Jul 07, 2017 at 08:00 AM #43 hello couch. I always come in, say hello, then end up disappearing. I'm bad at this.

LonesomeTonight Always in This Twilight Member Since Feb 2015 Location: US Posts: 21,615 (SuperPoster!) 9 76.2k hugs given	Jul 07, 2017 at 08:49 AM #50 I agree with Mac!

Anonymous55499 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 07, 2017 at 08:58 AM #53 Windows 10 isn't anything special. Busy day today. Headed now to go yell at the post office, then going to a matinee with H. Coming home after the movie to work on school stuff. At least I won't have time to be utterly depressed about the dumb stuff going on at the present.

88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,300 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 07, 2017 at 09:23 AM #57 I just got a new Windows 10 laptop, I like it.

88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,300 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jul 07, 2017 at 09:24 AM #58 I had the funniest dream last night, Trump was my therapist.

Ellahmae Aranel Member Since Dec 2014 Location: my dark reality Posts: 4,148 9 2,116 hugs given	Jul 07, 2017 at 09:39 AM #60 Trying so hard to stay awake this morning. Thankfully I get to leave early on Fridays, but that means I also have to see DM. There was something else I was going to say but..... it's left the building. __________________ the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain