The Couch 149 : Boby Lives On!

Or, she's going to respond to you when she checks her email after she gets back from vacation.

Art. Why don't you just wait and see? If she's not in town, there's no point in worrying about it for a few days.

I don't know if your relationship was or wasn't secure, but if just "I'm out" ruined it, it wasn't that secure to start with. If it turns out that it didn't ruin it, it was secure. Relationships are the whole history, not just the latest event.

(((Granite))) I am so sorry for how awful you feel.

I just can't care. I ewanted to talk about real stuff but forgot my payment in the ad and did t realize it until I was in the waiting room I called her and told her I was heading to the car to get it . It took some time abdshe got mad at me

This chocolate/ fancy cake shop I used to love is close to my temporary place so I went to study some scores.

First cake had a piece of plastic bag in the middle. Spent several minutes pulling it all out from between my teeth. Egh, for the first time in my life I sent it back. Full refund plus a free slice- I was hesitant to get the bag cake again so I tried something different.

Currently crunching down on bits of eggshell.

Wtf happened, this used to be the best chocolate shop in the city.

Having worked professionally as a pastry maker for a time-- it's really not difficult to NOT let stuff like this happen.

Eta- quick google revealed management change. Sigh.

Hi couch. Hugs to all who want or need.

I asked a veteran teacher how late I should stay / how early I should come in tomorrow to finish my classroom. Her reply was, "do you have to go home?"

Open house starts in 22 hours. I need to go home and eat, sleep, and shower at minimum.

I'm never going to be ready. Never.

And-- my stomach pain is all gone. I happened to go to my chiropractor a few days ago who asked during the appointment if I had had any periods of respiratory trouble- I said I had unusually severe allergies all the way up to a few weeks ago. He laughed, apparently my entire torso was basically still in spasm from it. Hooked his fingers around under my ribs and pushed- ICK.

But my stomach has felt great ever since.

I'll still mention it when I go in for a physical. Would be wiser not to just hope it was that simple-- I took the steps to get a GP. I guess I will have to meet her some time in the fall.

I wish we could come out and help you!

That is good news! Chiros are the best! mine has been digging his thumbs into my upper forearms. Im like, yikes i didnt even know i was sore there. Will i be able to play the piano after this? Hes like yeah ha ha. Eta i love that we know each others dumb jokes. Altho sometimes i miss his. Then he goes, oh your ears were covered, and cups his hands over my ears. Weirdo!

I am watching a glorious thunderstorm from my desk at work, sit right by the windows!

Last night I dreamed I was having an affair with the English actor Robert Hardy. Lol he is 92. I was watching an episode of All Creatures reunited and he hilariously called himself a country bumpkin. Love these Oxbridge sorts

I know. I'll stop whining now.

This afternoon i dreamt i was making pancakes. Wtf.

Better than dreaming you are a pancake, I guess.

It was announced today that he died

((Granite))

I quit and go back all the time. Therapists in my experience are not all that phased by it. Plus - I thought you said she was on vacation. I would give her time to get back from vacation and go through emails before panicking.

Disgruntled worker, maybe?

The voice of reason.

The world needs more Stopdogs.

Right CE?

I'm just being a big baby. Thanks for putting up with me. Where's my binkie I lost it again. Ha

This is going to put me off my chow! A freakin plastic bag?

I see t tomorrow... 21 days in between last appointment, longest time I have gone in a long time. I also haven't emailed him in as many days. Comes at a good time. Anxiety increasing and suicidal ideation getting worse. I'd say it's about time for a check in!!

Everyone working at that place did seem to have their gruntles in a twist

Except for the cute guy behind the chocolate counter

Oh ffs they better not have messed with the truffle recipes

Think I might have irritated T with my neurotic texts

Oh well hell get over it

As soon as he sees your sunshiny face!

Eta sorry I'm in a weird mood

Cosmic! What a coincidence. I haven turned the news on this morning.