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#726
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I can wait but my work schedule can be unpredictable so I only called today in the morning (normally I leave the message in the morning and she calls me in the afternoon) because I know I'd be at my desk all afternoon with no work meetings. |
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#728
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What if something had happened to him?
I'm overthinking I know lol |
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#729
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So yeah. Fish are hard. I don't think that has anything to do with how affectionate you are ![]() Quote:
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![]() Reading how everyone here is struggeling with appointments I feel really bad about freaking out because I probably won't get twice weekly anymore ![]()
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#730
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Demunie, no comparing!
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#731
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I spend 10-12 hours outside the house though... :/ I wouldn't entrust a pet to my parents. They treated raising us like punitive dog training (Focus on the Family did use a dog metaphor & Ezzo's books on "breaking the wills" of children). I don't know if she's on vacation. I'd asked her to tell me in advance if so just to avoid this problem but she might have forgot... Normally if I call the hospital in the morning, she calls in the afternoon of the same day. ![]() |
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#732
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That sounds awful ![]() *hugs* I hope she gets back to you soon.
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#733
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#734
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Those few I know who do manage everything (job, school, often both together) still tend to...uh...have dissociative disorders...and they kinda grit through everything. That's just my experience and of course I don't know everyone in the world, just talking about my under 30 year old friends/peers/acquaintances. I don't have as severe the level of symptoms I used to have ever since I landed on a suitable med combo and started seeing current T almost 3 years ago. I really hope you can experience something like that *hugs* Also one day I want a Labrador to love Last edited by Anonymous45127; Oct 23, 2017 at 03:04 AM. Reason: Typos |
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#735
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Demunie I hope you get twice weekly appoinments, and QM I hope your T gets bck to you.
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#736
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Totally understand if you feel you rather not open up to another therapist though ![]() |
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Hugs... <3 Sigh... maybe... or I make everything up and... I hate my head. You might want to think about that, they leave a trace of destruction lol. ![]()
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Because what little I remember feels so unreal and has no emotion and is hazy or incoherent or whatever...And there's stuff they say happened which I've no memory of. And yea, a particular friend who is very dissociative tell me they wonder if they made things up or if it was a bad nightmare...depending on their internal feelings... Even with court records as it was that bad... My T always says what matters is the emotions even if there's no memory (visual or otherwise) attached to it. |
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#739
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Omg Mala is so active and curious xD
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#740
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I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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#741
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Wow... where did he get that idea from? Even in my country there's lots of Ts who want long term clients to come weekly.
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#742
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I know someone who's gone weekly for 4 years (approaching 5 now) without any issue in public healthcare subsidised by my government
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#743
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I really think he has issues with me but never owns up when challenged.
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#744
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Urgs, that sucks. Have you ever thought about getting another T in general? ![]()
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I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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#745
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Yes I have but I have come a long way with him and I am scared to start with someone else as it would take me years to get where I am now. I really don't open up well with people. If they didn't work I would have to wait years to see him again.
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#746
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He has issues with how avoidant I am. He hasn't outright said it but I know.
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#747
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Sorry you aren't feeling well. Hope you feel better soon
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This is my lab/corgi cross
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I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of being afraid all the time.
I wish I had someone to hug me. I wish someone IRL cared. I wish I had some safe place to sleep... to cry... to live. I can be alone only in a toilet. I love people, but I'm tired of judgmental people around me. I need help and support and feel guilty for that. Sorry, just a random vent. |
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