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Oct 21, 2007, 07:52 PM
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I'm in tears....
My T did e-mail me back...I told her in the letter about the transference thing... She said that she thought so...but she's 45 old enough to be my mother and that it'd interupt with therapy.. I knew that...but it hurt so bad..I felt she was yelling at me...but in fact she was whispering it to me... I'm so F'ing sensative..I'm in tears because of it...and I wanted her to e-mail me back... I know i gotta try I gotta try hard to beat this beast...she also told me I would get through this..she told me not to sit inside so much...but I dont have anything to go to outisde of my box... I'm in frantic...I'm so frantic....I dunno what to do anymore..I just want to lay in someones arms and cry...i iwsh i could lay in my moms...but we aren't so close..... I'm fading...I need my T ..... I need hope..... I need myself |
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#2
Oct 21, 2007, 08:04 PM
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I'll hold you, I hear your pain I'm here. We don't know each other, but just know I care.
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Oct 21, 2007, 08:10 PM
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(((moonkin))))
It's a tough place to be, for sure. You will get through this, and you will be stronger for it. BUT I do understand how you don't WANT to get through it alone, you don't want to be stronger right now, you want to be coddled and held and told everything is ok. It is ok (((((moonkin)))) it's just very hard.
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Oct 21, 2007, 08:20 PM
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((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))... I too am here for you..
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Oct 21, 2007, 08:43 PM
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 ((((Moonkin)))) I'm with you too....I 'm sorry it hurts so bad...
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Oct 21, 2007, 09:00 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Dustin))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am here. I am sorry it is so hard.
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Oct 21, 2007, 09:40 PM
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Thank you....all so much...*tears*
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#8
Oct 21, 2007, 10:33 PM
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When things we already knew are confirmed, it can hurt so, so much.
Obviously I know that that my T has other clients. However, I've always been (semi) able to deal with that because I deluded myself into thinking I'm his only client. Well the other day before he came to get me in the waiting room, I heard him say goodbye to someone. It could have very well been one of the other therapists but it may have also been a client-- and I got so jealous that I became enraged and terribly hurt (of course I didn't share this w/ him). So I know exactly what it feels like to "know" something and then to really know something. Ugh. It hurts. I'm sorry, sweetie. But no matter what she said about the transference, she still in this with you. You guys will work through it together. 
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Oct 22, 2007, 12:59 AM
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((((((((((Moonkins)))))))))))) I'm so sorry. You have my support and comfort.
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Oct 22, 2007, 07:24 AM
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Thank you so much...I don't know what else to say.
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Oct 22, 2007, 08:06 AM
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(((Dustin)))
I'm so sorry you hurt so much right now. But the good news here is SHE RESPONDED TO YOUR EMAIL!!! She is there for you. It may not be in the way you feel right now, but she responded. Hug a teddy bear. Write a poem about her. Take a walk outdoors. Hang in there.
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#12
Oct 22, 2007, 06:12 PM
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(((Moonkin)))
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