Couch 174: Good Lord, Those People

Come sit over here with me in the Commiseration Corner.

We have a full selection of adult beverages and fine chocolates.

Is there any way you can erase all your past posts and account all together? I'm not welcome here anymore and I wanna leave but I don't want old posts lingering for years and years.

No. If you ask for your account to be deleted, your username will be changed to Anonxxxxx and the posts will remain under that name. You can ask for up to 5 threads/posts be deleted, but that’s it.

I hope you don’t go. I think you are welcome here.

You are welcome here. Why do you think you're not?

Different views and opinions get ppl on my case. Encouraging others is not ok apparently.
People also hate my t

Just tired of this. I can't see something different than most without people on my case over it

I hope you stay DP. You're allowed to have different views. I like your posts about how awesome dogs are.

People can hate your T, it doesn't mean anything because we're not you and we don't have all the background info.

Your first hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows is on me.



I've never said this before but you're a vital part of our couch @@, I admire how beautiful your mind is.

I hope you stay, DP.

So R did eventually reply, but to the first email not my second I'm quitting and I all he ever did was hurt me email. He said he was coming back on monday but didn't specify- he gave me his original dates of the 1st-27th, unless he's changed them? I asked for clarification anyway.

I'm going to sound like SD but this is bugging me, i'm annoyed by the woman T's voice and how cheerful she was. I'm having second thoughts about seeing her on monday- also the fact that she more pricier than R. The beauty of my episodes/mood swings is that they come quickly and go quickly. I'm not in the same suicidal place I was in when I first contacted her. I had a good morning before R even got back to me.

Its just that, imo, you make proclamations that therapy is LIKE THIS, instead of saying, this is how i do therapy. And dude, some of your proclamations are kinda out there. And i am saying this as the queen of out there.

Una feed me.

It better be just her mind you are gazing upon so admiringly...

On the next episode of As the Couch Turns...

@@ competes with una for the affections of Lemoncake...
Artie and her inner wild-cave-woman hit the dance floor again...
next?

It's my mother's bday today. I'm a terrible daughter. I didn't have the energy to figure out what gift to send her so I just ended up sending her some money to do something nice for herself. I don't feel like calling her today either. The last time we talked on the phone I was in a bad place and she told me to "perk up" and "put a smile on your face" which is so not helpful. She also texted me this morning that my dad has forgotten everyone's name today, including her and me and their dogs.

It's too early for adult beverages, but I'll take some chocolate if the commiseration corner hasn't run out yet.

(((NP)))

Oh, they're real. And they're spectacular.

except well i'm not in vegas of course!

I was thinking of the movie about John Nash when I wrote that.

I'm swooning.

That is awesome!! You are so talented! And an inspiration to me. I ordered an inexpensive (since it'll be my first attempt) set of oil paints and brushes with a canvas that will be waiting for me when I get home. i want to try to paint something I saw while L was drumming for me Thursday along with the words in my signature. If it turns out looking remotely like what I imagine I will consider it a success. I'm excited to get the stuff.

Reminiscent of the "hello boys" billboards.

CE:Said something funny
Lemoncake:binge watched Mr selfridges
BCM:Created a masterpiece.
Lost:had an good night a concert

LT hasn't been around much + we wished SD was here.

Oh that sounds so hard. Your not a bad daughter for not calling- you need to protect yourself. My mother says cheer up - it doesn't exactly work like that. You still remembered. Money is always the best gift as it lets the person pick out something they want.I had an aunt give me a poncho for chirstmas, when I only had one item on my Christmas list. DX You could always send something else later on if you wanted. Flowers? I went for three small Yankee candle jars and jasmine tea.

I'd love to see how it turns out Art.I thought the woman in your dream was you before I read the rest of your post. I love this new exploring side of you!