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Last Friday, the mother of a girl that my daughter was and is still friends with, was found dead in her home. They think it had to do with her diabetes. She was only 62. I'm 59.
I wanted to talk, face to face, with T, but can't, so I just texted her, and texted her, and texted her. She didn't reply to any of those texts. This is, for my daughter, the second death of someone she knew closely, from diabetes. I probably won't go to the funeral, as it's an hour away from here, and it's supposed to be bad weather that day. I already expressed condolences on the friend's FB page. BUT I WANT TO TALK TO T AND HAVE HER TALK BACK TO ME! Last edited by FooZe; Dec 18, 2018 at 02:00 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
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Hugs...I hope you hear something back from your T. I think it's maybe not just that she's your age, but also that she's a parent? I think that's part of why I was so affected by ex-MC's wife's death almost 2 years ago--She was maybe 7 years older than me and they have two kids (teens), so it hit me harder, because she seemed a peer in that way. It made me think about my own mortality and how it would affect my D and H if something happened to me, or if something happened to H.
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So sorry Cool. Losing somebody close to our age often reminds us of our own mortality. I wonder if it is also triggering your fear of losing your T in light of her current medical issues?? Hugs!!
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So sorry Cool. I wish your T was able to respond to you. Kit
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It would not bother me other than a general that is too bad for them sort of way unless I knew the person well. I would feel no personal sense of loss or anything.
It would not be the sort of thing I thought relevant to tell a therapist for myself.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. Last edited by stopdog; Dec 18, 2018 at 03:40 PM. |
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Today, just now, she took away texting. She thinks it is my ncreasing my anxiety. I feel like I'm in a whirlwind, a funnel cloud of emotions. "Turning and turning in the widening gyre The falcon cannot hear the falconer; Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;"--Yeats
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Ugh, I'm sorry she took away texting when you're struggling with this. ![]() |
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Crikey, I guess she considers she's helping but why in the midst of a wobble?!
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What's a "wobble?"
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On the texting, I'd really encourage you to realize how difficult cancer treatment is and how people can have just so little precious energy they can't necessarily deal with responding at all. Kindly, I'd say that perhaps your T who is facing her mortality if not soon, in a different way than most of us, might find it difficult and stressful even if she's physically feeling well (which I doubt). It seems a bit insensitive to ask her to help you with this as she is recovering from a serious, life threatening illness. And this person dying is not an emergency and although I can understand wanting to talk to her about it, I'd suggest it would be better if you could rely on your partner and social network for support. Perhaps you could benefit from some kind of temporary T who could provide additional support. But that many texts in such a short period of time does suggest that your anxiety was increasing and it seems like a good idea to stop it. I understand that this feels like a punishment, having something taken away, but it doesn't seem like there is any argument that this is good for you or for her. Perhaps it could be better described as the natural consequences of going over a line. |
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The Yeats quote in old English slang
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Do you think she may be right about texting increasing your anxiety? Is there a better way for you to get in touch when you want to talk to her, like could you schedule an extra session or maybe a phone call?
An acquaintance of mine died suddenly last summer—47 year old man, heart attack. It was upsetting, of course, he had a wife and child and I felt very sad for them. I talked to T about it the next time I saw him. |
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Salmon77, my T is out on medical leave, and won't be back to work til at least mid-January.
Texting may have increased my anxiety, yes, but it was her idea, not mine. Of course, I was eager to talk to her, to make sure she'd come through surgery ok. If she wanted to take texting away, I think that, in the very least, she owes me an apology. |
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Personally, I think it is supportive to tell someone what you think. I do not believe in colluding and/or pretending that unreasonable behavior is anything but. If you don't want people to say something you disagree with, perhaps you might say so at the top of your thread. Or feel free to put me on ignore, which as you prolly know, prevents me from responding to your threads.
I think to say "they simply removed four or five organs and a few lymph nodes" is a serious minimization of her treatment and its likely effect on her. This is major surgery, probably radical surgery. To me your distorted perspective suggests having any reasonable discussion with you is fruitless, and I find people shouting at me in caps annoying as **** and I'm bowing out of this thread. |
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Sounds like your therapist probably shouldn't have extended texting during her medical leave. While it was kind to offer, considering the extent of the illness and surgery, it was probably very unrealistic on her part to think she could deal with clients during her recovery from such an extensive surgery and illness, particularly if the amount or content of texting has become problematic.
Sometimes we just don't realize how difficult things will be when dealing with a medical issue. It sounds like that may be the case for your therapist. I hope you can find a way to understand that your therapist needs to take care of herself right now and is having to put this boundary in place for her own health and well-being. |
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Wait, I'm confused--I was referring to the person who passed away, who you said was a mother of a friend of your daughter's. Did you think I meant your T? |
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But as to "extending" the texting...she didn't. The texting only began when she started her medical leave. |
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Yeah, sorry, LT, I was confused. The woman who died was the parent of my daughter's friend.
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By "extending" I simply meant offering.
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Well, texting, texting, and texting your T while she's recovering from cancer surgery seems kind of inconsiderate.
I was allowed to text my T when he was sick, but I only ever texted to check in on him, see how he's doing. I'm pretty sure if I sent a bunch of texts about minor issues in my own life, he would have told me to stop texting. |
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OP-Simply removed 4 or 5 organs and a few lymph nodes
Not having chemo/radiotherapy I believe everyone on this thread/forum understands the overwhelming/almost uncontrollable desire to reach out to a trusted “t” but some things are bigger than that and accepting /respecting this might help prevent more personal suffering down the line I may get shouted at for this and so be it - “First don no harm” shouldn’t just apply to those of us who have taken that oath I am attempting to support you here |
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