Couch 192: The Rainbow Cupcake Couch

I downloaded Stardew a couple of months ago and I cannot figure out what I am supposed to be doing or what the point of it is at all.

So it’s just like therapy?

Yes - but a whole lot cheaper.

There kind of isn't a point. You putter around, make friends, grow things, mine things. You can collect things to restore the community center. You can get married and have babies that sometimes get glitchy and stuck in the walls. It's just like life.

Unfortunately we played Stardew a lot when I had morning (all-day) sickness, so now I can't hear the music without feeling nauseated. It's a shame because I used to really like the game and the music.

I like Stardew Valley.

Just splashed an entire bottle of febreeze in my face and now I have the hiccups... going to be a fabulous evening.

Hi couchies.

unexpected outcome. Today my T became my ex T just like that. I feel it was arash decision but it felt like a relief at the time. $120 more a fortnight for me.

I am crying now. it feels like a mistake.

I couldn't figure out the rules or how to do anything. At one point I was wandering around someone's house in a creepy sort of way and couldn't go anywhere else.

And getting babies stuck in walls is not as much a part of life as it is a cry for help or how to get a neighbor to a call dfs on you.

i dont know what febreeze is, but i hope no harm comes just the hiccups

Did you decide to quit?

Yes and no. i didnt feel like i was getting anywhere but my T said sometimes we need to stop struggling in order to get somewhere. i felt i have been struggling and the fact i am really reluctant to talk and tolerate all the intensity seemed to tip me that way.

It is chemical crap you spray on clothes to make them smell better. I don’t usually use stuff like it but my son is being... well... a stinker... literally... so a nice cold shower to wash it out of my eyes and we are all good.

H is being a royal pain tonight. He's complaining about a headache. I tell him to take something. He says he can't because it interferes with his bp meds. *SIGH* Then he said that he's worried it might be a stroke or something worse.

I do not need his **** right now! I need time for me and someone to listen to my woes. So frustrating!

Did you see SD'S note to you below or above about kindle?

I will go find it thanks!

My t seemed to see it as a sign when the stapler ran out of staples on my last invoice

I am stunned. I cant believe i did that.

just wrote a goodbye text to t because i was so stunned this morning i did not know what to say. just wanted him to know i no longer see myself as disposable.

It's okay to quit or take a break when you need to. Therapy is rough.Esme mentioned neurofeedback previously, for me anyway i think it's better to lay a strong foundation first that allows you to a actually cope with trigger stuff.

I'm still in reputure mode with R and have been for the past month..I wish I didn't send him the gift card, but I did. Last week I did have a breakdown and I couldn't reach him, which was the same thing that happened the last time in january. I feel like he isn't there when I really need him.

I dreamt that I was talking to a new counselor in a hall as students went by.

I had previously received an email about free counseling linked to my school but the location is actually an hour away from me, but I emailed asking if we could do a phone/ skype session instead of in person.

welcome back Artie!

i think i made a huge mistake

It's not irreversible is it?