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Old Apr 22, 2019, 09:03 PM
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t3, I hope you wont be annoyed with me if I try to get in tomorrow and I hope you can help me, this pain is too much and honestly...I'm so tired of "T shopping"
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Old Apr 22, 2019, 09:19 PM
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I wrote something you'll be happy about. The kind of stuff you try to get me to write. It made me feel a little bit better I guess. But I wasn't having those thoughts when I wrote it, and later when I'm having those thoughts I'm certainly not going to read it.

Don't get too excited. I have really really conflicting feelings about when you seem happy and proud because of something like this.
I don't want you think I'm better and stop being so gentle with me.

Edit: I also did some stuff you won't be happy about. I have conflicting feelings about your reaction to that too.

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Old Apr 22, 2019, 11:47 PM
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**** you!
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 04:20 AM
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Hearing from you today would help alleviate some of the relentless suck. Please help.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 05:51 AM
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 07:04 AM
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1 day, 20 hours, 26 minutes and 28 seconds ....
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 08:10 AM
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T, is this all my fault? Did I somehow manufacture this?

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Old Apr 23, 2019, 08:40 AM
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an emoji? seriously?!?! 🙄
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 10:36 AM
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90 minutes. I already know the outcome, but I’m hoping you’ll prove me wrong.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 11:40 AM
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T, I’m guessing your non answer is an answer. I already knew, but I was hoping against hope that I was wrong. And what a day for you to disappear on me. I guess things are going south, huh. Unless maybe you think you sent me an email back but somehow it didn’t send? That has happened before. I guess I’m still holding onto hope... because if you just didn’t answer that email, especially today, that would be really telling...
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 11:59 AM
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So L, you greatly intrigued me with your mention in Feb of doing more shadow work so I have bought a book about it by Robert Johnson I'm going to work through. Dear T: I really need to tell you something XL you.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 12:26 PM
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1 day, 20 hours, 26 minutes and 28 seconds ....
The waiting is the hardest part.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 01:01 PM
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Dear Former T: I really wish you would email me back. I know you don't have to. You're not my T anymore. I just want to hear from you. I want to hear you. I want you back. Why did you get sick? Are you not writing me because you are sick atm? Are you okay? Why do you still dominate so much of my thoughts? HUGS Kit
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 01:02 PM
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Dear T: I wish you were former T. Why didn't we talk about SUI on Saturday? We danced around it. We talked around it. It didn't get brought up specifically. And I have a hard time bringing it up. When I talked about dying, why didn't you ask? Kit
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 01:05 PM
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You totally came through for me. I’m so happy.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 01:52 PM
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 02:52 PM
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T3

I guess you won't be the t i need. I'm sorry I bothered you. This is s record though, usually I'm too much after a few months at least

Definitely not gonna reach out anymore. Sorry again, loads of regrets on my end. I ruin everything
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 03:20 PM
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I do miss you, you know. I'm sorry I didn't know how to stop wanting more of you than I could have. I wish I could figure it out because we made an awesome team.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 03:33 PM
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14 hours later until I wake up to go see you
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 03:33 PM
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Dear old t,

So Friday will officially be our last session then now that I will have seen new t for a fourth session on Thursday. I'm happy to be moving on because I think it's for the best but I struggle with change so I hope I adjust okay.

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Old Apr 23, 2019, 03:53 PM
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I feel better now that we’ve booked our first session back in September.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 03:59 PM
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T, I’m so scared to read your message back to me.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 04:00 PM
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I am going to wear grey tomorrow to match your foggy insight and dulled awareness.
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 06:24 PM
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Dear former T: when I say "my T" I still think of you. You will always have that title. HUGS Kit
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Old Apr 23, 2019, 06:25 PM
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Dear former T: I wish you were still my real T so I could call you regarding me being SUI. IRL no one to talk to. Kit
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