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#26
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t3, I hope you wont be annoyed with me if I try to get in tomorrow and I hope you can help me, this pain is too much and honestly...I'm so tired of "T shopping"
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#27
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I wrote something you'll be happy about. The kind of stuff you try to get me to write. It made me feel a little bit better I guess. But I wasn't having those thoughts when I wrote it, and later when I'm having those thoughts I'm certainly not going to read it.
Don't get too excited. I have really really conflicting feelings about when you seem happy and proud because of something like this. I don't want you think I'm better and stop being so gentle with me. Edit: I also did some stuff you won't be happy about. I have conflicting feelings about your reaction to that too. Last edited by LabRat27; Apr 22, 2019 at 11:22 PM. |
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#28
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**** you!
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#29
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Hearing from you today would help alleviate some of the relentless suck. Please help.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#30
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#31
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1 day, 20 hours, 26 minutes and 28 seconds ....
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#32
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T, is this all my fault? Did I somehow manufacture this?
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#33
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an emoji? seriously?!?! 🙄
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Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn. |
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#34
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90 minutes. I already know the outcome, but I’m hoping you’ll prove me wrong.
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#35
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T, I’m guessing your non answer is an answer. I already knew, but I was hoping against hope that I was wrong. And what a day for you to disappear on me. I guess things are going south, huh. Unless maybe you think you sent me an email back but somehow it didn’t send? That has happened before. I guess I’m still holding onto hope... because if you just didn’t answer that email, especially today, that would be really telling...
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#36
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So L, you greatly intrigued me with your mention in Feb of doing more shadow work so I have bought a book about it by Robert Johnson I'm going to work through.
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#37
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The waiting is the hardest part.
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#38
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Dear Former T: I really wish you would email me back. I know you don't have to. You're not my T anymore. I just want to hear from you. I want to hear you. I want you back. Why did you get sick? Are you not writing me because you are sick atm? Are you okay? Why do you still dominate so much of my thoughts? HUGS Kit
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#39
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Dear T: I wish you were former T. Why didn't we talk about SUI on Saturday? We danced around it. We talked around it. It didn't get brought up specifically. And I have a hard time bringing it up. When I talked about dying, why didn't you ask? Kit
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#40
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You totally came through for me. I’m so happy.
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#41
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Still in love with you.
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#42
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T3
I guess you won't be the t i need. I'm sorry I bothered you. This is s record though, usually I'm too much after a few months at least Definitely not gonna reach out anymore. Sorry again, loads of regrets on my end. I ruin everything
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#43
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I do miss you, you know. I'm sorry I didn't know how to stop wanting more of you than I could have. I wish I could figure it out because we made an awesome team.
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#44
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14 hours later until I wake up to go see you
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#45
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Dear old t,
So Friday will officially be our last session then now that I will have seen new t for a fourth session on Thursday. I'm happy to be moving on because I think it's for the best but I struggle with change so I hope I adjust okay. -Butterfly |
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#46
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I feel better now that we’ve booked our first session back in September.
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#47
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T, I’m so scared to read your message back to me.
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#48
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I am going to wear grey tomorrow to match your foggy insight and dulled awareness.
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#49
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Dear former T: when I say "my T" I still think of you. You will always have that title. HUGS Kit
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Dear former T: I wish you were still my real T so I could call you regarding me being SUI. IRL no one to talk to. Kit
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