Couch 199: The Unennennium Couch

Screw that - tell the guy to stop it and let you talk about what you want.

Damn. It's already gone. I guess I could try the apartment complex next to the one I'm in now... they have a $660 one... but I think they have some sex offenders living over there. And it just doesn't seem nice... looks stinky.

I'm so hungry.

Somebody just set off a really loud firework and I about jumped out of my skin. It's not even dark yet.

I just listened to the speech I gave regarding my recent trip. I was horrified to find out I use "so" as a transition and "I'm like" instead of "I feel" or "I thought" a lot. UGH.

I also sprained my ankle 2 hours after getting home so I'm hobbling all over and can't work until at least next Friday

That's a good question, I think I'd have to hear the joke.

Potato and macaroni salads are pretty traditional summer potluck/picnic foods.

I am wondering how I ended up with butter popcorn flavored Enlightened ice cream.

Popcorn. Ice cream. Two of my favorites. Sounds intriguing.

Someone in my general area is having a really exciting sounding party. People cheering at the crackly sounding fireworks. Earlier it was a bunch of kids sounding terribly excited at whatever was going on.

I lied earlier today when I picked up my groceries that I order online. The guy bringing them to my car asked if I had plans for the day and I told him I had a cookout. I'm not sure what is worse. Making up a fictional cookout and feeling like a loser or telling a stranger that you have no plans for the day and feeling like a loser.

"I'm going to order something online and then seduce the delivery boy."

Yesterday is worth seeing mainly for the visuals they say a lot more in 10 seconds about modern life. The British cast was excellent the 2 mysterious strangers are noteworthy a few too many Ed Sherran songs that threatened to spoil it. Personally I was disappointed that my fav Beatles song was missing

Ok about the potato salad joke ther was no explicit joke there were a couple of frames where potato salad appeared and I wasn't sure if it was an implied joke of some sort.

My fairy garden: I have a ficus tree, hydrangeas, plumeria, gardenias, clovers, scarlet pimpernel, alyssum, and forget-me-nots.

That looks beautiful Scarlet. A little oasis.

Hey BCM...

It features briefly in the school scene, but I agree...it would have been great if they'd focused on the more obscure Beatles tunes. I loved the film. Had a bit of an issue with 'In My Life', though.

Was that the school scene where he was at the window? I was a bit distracted at that time my powers of concentration were being tested.

Yeah, that was it.

I thought the 2 strangers could have been more sinister. It would have worked better towards the end.
I also liked Robert Carlyles character what if...

Good idea-this is so simple dunno why I didn't think of it!

I'd want to try that:

I raise you Raw Horse Flesh, salt and Squid ice cream.

12 Strange-But-Real Ice Cream Flavors | Mental Floss

Are you still studying at the moment?

Would moving in with a relative be possible?

Yuck. So how was it? I dont like popcorn jellie bellies. Wrong texture, wrong sweet-salt. Im very set in my ways!

Second session with R:

His internet wasn't working properly. The call cut out twice. After the second time I just started to sob and I couldn't talk. I shut down completely and just kept crying.

"Where did I go when I got like this?"

I told him he didn't feel safe. At the end he said it was about trying to take control and to frustrate him. That I would probably email after the session to try to make this one up because I felt like it was a waste.

I told him I wasn't turning up on Thursday. that it wasn't about control and I told him to google triggers, client shut down and BPD.

I thought it was still pronounced like the Greek letter? I think that's how my T pronounces it and he has one. I had one at one point as a teen and said it like "beta" but spelled it "betta." Well, it wouldn't be the first thing I'd pronounced wrong for years...

I'm sorry Lemon. How was crying about controlling him? You were upset. I'm sure I'd get emotional too if the call cut out twice, particularly if it was in the middle of a difficult conversation. Hugs...