[Lemoncake]

Anything you would like to say to your therapist, big or small... post it here.

[Lemoncake]

Sorry una I changed the title but it's not showing up in the main header.

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by Lemoncake

Sorry una I changed the title but it's not showing up in the main header.

No, you would have to ask a mod.

[Echos Myron redux]

Should it be XLI rather than XLII too?

[Lemoncake]

Originally Posted by Echos Myron redux

Should it be XLI rather than XLII too?

No idea!

[LonesomeTonight]

Dear T,
I miss you. A lot. I think being in your office yesterday sort of intensified it (and having R in your chair instead of you). Trying to just sit with the feelings and accept them. I wish H wasn't working from home so that I could just sit here and cry it out. Maybe I'll just write out what I'd want to say to you on paper, which would keep me from being able to email it. (Even typing it here would be too easy to click copy/paste.)

Hope you're staying safe from bears and other stuff.

Love,
LT

I plan to spend an hour tomorrow writing a mini screenplay imagining the session we are not going to be having cuz you're on vacation this week. That might be interesting.

I hate feeling like I need you.

[Lemoncake]

Dear R,

You told me you care, but I can't feel it.

Let me let you go.

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by Echos Myron redux

Should it be XLI rather than XLII too?

I cant decide whether i should get my prescriptions from a doctor who doesnt know her roman numerals - will i get more or less?

[Lemoncake]

Originally Posted by unaluna

I cant decide whether i should get my prescriptions from a doctor who doesnt know her roman numerals - will i get more or less?

I was kiddin with Echos! Google already told me it's the second one. See the title in the first post!!! But I wanted to continue susannah one's .

[Echos Myron redux]

You are ****ing up pretty consistently at the moment.

[susannahsays]

Originally Posted by Lemoncake

I was kiddin with Echos! Google already told me it's the second one. See the title in the first post!!! But I wanted to continue susannah one's .

I put the correct Roman numeral when I did it, didn't I?

[atisketatasket]

I kind of liked XXL. Going from telling the therapist something big to something REALLY big.

Of course XXL is nonsense in Roman numerals.

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by susannahsays

I put the correct Roman numeral when I did it, didn't I?

Omg, yes you did! I started this trouble when i told lemon that xxl was the next number up only in undergotchies!

Eta - i see the moderators got it right now, despite our worst efforts!

[Echos Myron redux]

Originally Posted by Echos Myron redux

You are ****ing up pretty consistently at the moment.

It just occured to me that this could be misunderstood - I was 100% writing this to my therapist!

[susannahsays]

Why do I feel so bad...

[Lemoncake]

Originally Posted by Echos Myron redux

You are ****ing up pretty consistently at the moment.

Sorry Echos but you're off my Christmas card list.

(I'm teasing I know It was for T)

[Lemoncake]

Originally Posted by susannahsays

I put the correct Roman numeral when I did it, didn't I?

Hehe no you started the XL thing :

Originally Posted by susannahsays

I don't care what you say! I'll do whatever I want! You can't control me!

[Lemoncake]

Originally Posted by atisketatasket

I kind of liked XXL. Going from telling the therapist something big to something REALLY big.

Of course XXL is nonsense in Roman numerals.

I'll do it next time but add XXXL !

[nottrustin]

We did it again. We went too deep and now I am a mess. sigh. Why do I seem to feel the worst after such productive sessions??

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by atisketatasket

I kind of liked XXL. Going from telling the therapist something big to something REALLY big.
Of course XXL is nonsense in Roman numerals.

Originally Posted by Lemoncake

I'll do it next time but add XXXL !

Im gonna report both of you for conspiracy to go against guidelines!

Eta - unfortunately, thats not a thing, so...

[LonesomeTonight]

Originally Posted by nottrustin

We did it again. We went too deep and now I am a mess. sigh. Why do I seem to feel the worst after such productive sessions??

Hugs...this often happens to me, too. T compared it recently to tearing open a stuffed animal, and there's all this stuffing hanging out and not having time to sew it up before I leave.

[nottrustin]

Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight

Hugs...this often happens to me, too. T compared it recently to tearing open a stuffed animal, and there's all this stuffing hanging out and not having time to sew it up before I leave.

That is a great description. She always reminds me I can tell her I cant answer the questions or say we need to change the subject. It always feels safe so when we have a good flow going we tend to go deeper than either intended.
Yesterday we went 25 minutes over before she looked at the clock. So I didnt want to keep her to long in pulling myself together.

it feels like we picked the scab on a huge wound. We can cover the wound and stop the bleeding. So I lesve and go out into the real world and my emotions spiral out of control.

[susannahsays]

C emailed me to "grow up" and I think that was mean! I should get to come on Friday instead of her since she said that! But you would probably be angry if I came. It's not fair!