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Location: the astral plane
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#361
dear god you’re such a ****.
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Roses are falling.
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Location: Seattle.
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#362
I didn't really notice not seeing you today at 10.30am.- It was seven mins past that before I even realized. It's not my usual session time and I won't be coming on friday.
I get that I'm making it harder for myself. and I did feel lower today. . I paid tuition fees for the upcoming year and now with a significantly lower bank balance I'm just feeling anxious about money. I have to collect the confirmation letter tomorrow and submit it, but everything with that is finally getting sorted out. I also messaged old best friend number 3/4. One at a time. I'm just sorry about hurting everyone. It will be the one year anniversary on the 7th of august for my grandmother and every 28th of the month is hard because of X. It will be three months now. __________________ Last edited by Lemoncake; Jul 15, 2020 at 02:23 PM.. |
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catches the flowers
Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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#363
I'm losing sympathy for your "out sick" cancellations. It seems that the least you could do is shoot me an email of update. I'm weary of being disappointed by people, you definitely included.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#364
Dear T,
Why couldn't I say today that the handshake is part of what I miss? I feel too afraid to admit that.... and it's also just being in the room with you. I mean, at this point, I miss being in the room with anyone other than my D or H. But I also miss being with you in the actual therapy space, not just the virtual one... Thanks for letting me cry on your virtual shoulder today and being empathetic. Sorta wish I'd heard about my car before session because that's another thing stressing me out right now...but we can talk Friday, and maybe by then they'll have been able to diagnose it. Love you, LT |
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Member Since Oct 2018
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#365
I hate this feeling and I hate you for allowing this.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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susannahsays
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert of my soul
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#366
i hope that we are good today. 2 weeks ago was a disaster.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Writing my way through...
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#367
Thank you, thank you. We were and we are.
eta: and I am really glad we talked about that word I hate so much!!! thank you! Last edited by ArtieTheSequal; Jul 15, 2020 at 07:49 PM.. |
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
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#368
yeah, talking about schedule changes never feel good. I feel like you so missed the mark with timing. I worked through it I think ok. I wasn't in my adult headspace and that made it harder.
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Writing my way through...
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#369
that was kinda neat today when we did that hand-thing at the beginning like we've been doing to connect. i swear my hand started to feel warm. it shouldn't have surprised me, it's energy, kinda like when i do reiki, h says my hands start to feel really warm after a bit when i practice on him. same kinda thing. video sessions aren't so bad, i guess, but being in the same room is still better. and you were so darn cute today when you got so excited talking about my dream that you apparently actually forgot about the stupid virus for a moment.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
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#370
I'm a tiny bit high and accidentally looked at late night imgur because I didn't know what it was. Now I'm obviously pretty creeped out.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert of my soul
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#371
today's session was one of those where i want to figure out how to keep seeing you and not change to somebody else. but once h's pandemic unemployment ends, i'm going to have to say bye bye again. he can't go back to work yet so.... no more therapy.
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
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#372
Quote:
And I want to add that when transference isn't rearing its difficult head we sure do damn good work together. Yesterday was some good stuff. |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#373
Dear T,
Sorry for the pathetic email, but it’s how I’m feeling after getting that news. Plus the financial issue With the bank is still unresolved. And I haven’t heard back about my car and have a bad feeling about it—not sure how water damage and electrical problem could possibly be a good combination...I wish you would reply tonight but you most likely won’t. And I see you at 1 tomorrow but I had to get all that out. I imagine tomorrow will be another weepy session... Love, LT |
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Writing my way through...
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#374
you know what i hate the most about video sessions? it's that because i am talking to you online, i feel like it's a video i should be able to go back and watch whenever I want!! man, I wish I could watch yesterday's session! it was soooo good.
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growlycat
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Elder
Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Where? US
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#375
I said nothing to med provider. She ran late as it was. But she didn't seem mad. But I gave her the book title. I hope she reads it!
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Therapy Ninja
Member Since Jan 2007
Location: How did I get here?
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#376
Dear T
I’m used to a zillion years of therapy but why does your vacation have me questioning everything? Whether you are even helping me or not? |
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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#377
Dear T,
I have this stupid fear that you're going to be annoyed with me, that you'll realize I was wording things in the hopes that you'd reply last night. I hope my other email saying I just needed to get things out, that we can talk more in session will somehow help. And it's not like I called or even texted you. OK, trying to talk myself out of that fear.... I wish we could talk for 2 hours today. Or 3. Or just like all day... I wish I could actually see you, to sit in your office. That would give me some sort of comfort... Love, LT |
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Human Feeling
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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#378
Wow,
Those sessions that feel faintly surgical are always hard, and significantly harder through teletherapy. We really did a deep dive yesterday. I have to assume that you won't be surprised to hear from me over the next few days, if I can find the damn words. Thank you for being there, thank you for the heads up about the summer, and thank you for not taking a long time off. I don't think I could handle that. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#379
Dear T: I wish you would tell me what time(s) you have available on the 1st. I feel needy asking you again. I couldn't help cancelling my appointment for next week. Esther really needs to go to the vet. I know you are working at your other job but maybe you could get back to me like tomorrow? Kit
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Always in This Twilight
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Location: US
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#380
Dear T,
Thank you for all of that. The thing you said at the end, how this would be a lot for anyone to handle, that meant a lot. And mentioning all the stressors going on in the background for me every day, then this other stuff on top of it. It helps to know that it makes sense that I'm not coping very well right now. That it's not because I'm weak or something. But that it's a lot to be dealing with. And glad you confirmed that you're not annoyed at all about the emails. Love you, LT |
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