Nobody likes me

my friends deserted me a long time ago for issues that are no fault of my own. i am tired of making friends online they have done nothing but let me down, stalk me, curse me out, etc like i need that! nothing wrong with chatting on forums but why be penpals if we will never meet?

i feel as though ppl have an issue with me when i walk in a room/bldg that is how i feel. they have no idea what is going on with me inside, i feel as though the women's eyes keep following me around. i am clean and have good hygiene why am i getting all of these eyes?

No you're not crazy or deluded, from what I can tell you're hurting very deeply. I relate to hurt. All of us relate to hurt and pain. You're as human as the rest of us.

I wonder if part of you has a little hope left because you're posting here. It takes courage to reach out especially if you feel on some level that everything is pointless. Hold onto that little bit of hope if it's there and try to hear that people care even if it feels scary to know that. If negativity is all you've grown up with and understand it can feel sort of familiar and safe. Hearing good things can feel quite scary and hard to trust.

I do think that therapy would be a good thing for you and there's no shame in it. It sounds like you feel a lot of bad things about it, but really therapy is a very brave path to tred because you start to understand yourself better and feel supported in life's journey. It is also a way of challenging engrained thoughts and beliefs - perhaps this is what scaries you about it? Changing thoughts can be scary. Challenging strong emotions can be really frightening especially if it involves understanding past abuse. But many people have done it and come through happier.

I hope you begin to see that you are worthy of good things and there are caring people around you. To some extent you can choose what you focus on - the people who care, or those who don't. Even if everyone in yuor area doesn't seem to care, plenty on this site do.

Oh my gosh, your post is making me cry..and that is because I feel the same way. I often wonder why I can't find even one friend when there are billions of people in the world. It makes no sense. It is ironic that people who intentionally hurt others and are just down right mean have many friends. But are they really friends? Or are people just intimidated? I don't know. Maybe the truely good people are just so few and sparsley distributed through out the earth that we just haven't had the opportunity to meet yet. LOL...I don't know...but you are not a bad person and you are not without hope...and you are especially not alone!

hey! you are not alone that is why you are here for us to help you and be there for you! so common don't pity yourself! because you'll never know someone out there just wants to be friends with you but maybe they are shy

sadly, at times our own attitudes can be our own worse enemy....it's amazing how the attitude we seem to have ends up being reflected back on us......others seem to sense the negativeness we hold & many times don't want to even come close to it.

When we change the way we act even if it goes against the way we feel things are......it's amazing how things do brighten up around us & others don't see that cloud that's hanging around constantly.

Eeyore in his finest moments. It feels impossible when we are depressed...but it's amazing the changes we make in our own attitude can change the reactions of those around us.

Hi, I look forward to hearing how things are going for you now, I hope that you've reached out to some people on the forum.

RJ