Why can't they forgive?

I have been forgiving a few folks lately. Plus said sorry to them same folks. They hurt me and i admit i got some revenge on them.I bad mouthed them to others. They did me wrong. So i went and told a lot of people and it got back to them. But as soon as i did it. I felt bad about what i have done.Some won't forgive me and it bums me out. One guy a few nights ago when he was at the same place as me. Kept staring at me. Why does Zach have to stare like that?Even when we were friend he would stare at me. Kind creeps me out.I feel like a total fool. But i honestly feel bad about all this.I don't know what got in to me when i bad mouthed them.I was hurt and felt used. But i should have just kept my mouth shut and been the better person. I have never acted like this before. I bet they all think i'm nuts.

Hi there,

As they say in AA, you can only clean up your side of the street. When you make ammends to people don't do it expecting forgiveness, just do it to make your own conscious clear.

Some people just aren't capable of forgiveness.

Tranquility

I still feel guilty to be honest. I'm my worst enemy in a way.