New Check-in SZA Thread.

Apr 28, 2015, 10:05 PM

Ugh. I've been feeling really down over the last few weeks, I think I'm starting to feel a little bit better though. I've logged into PC again and I'm trying to be an active participant again after not posting for weeks.

Ugh. I don't know why I do it. I isolate myself all the time. It's gotten so bad that I don't talk to anyone outside my home besides my therapist. I don't know why I do this. Maybe I had a reason before and now it's just become habit after all these years. I guess I'm starting to feel like talking to people again in some kind of capacity since I'm posting this and thinking about going into the chat room. It's strange. I do like people. Right now I live with my niece and grandmother. I would like my own room, but besides that I like living with them. I don't want to live alone. Maybe I'm just a loner? I don't know. Blah does this make any sense?

Victoria'smom · Apr 28, 2015, 10:11 PM

I'm okay but okay isn't where I need to be.

Apr 29, 2015, 12:59 PM

Well...I missed my therapy appointment today. I really wish that I would have made it today, but I missed it. Why did I miss my appointment today? Because I am a coward.

jaynedough · Apr 29, 2015, 04:37 PM

Blue, How's your Mum doing? If you don't feel like talking about it, I understand. Maybe shoot me a frowny face so I know.

Also, totally different question: Do y'all use "y'all" in the UK? It used to be mostly a southern thing here in the US, but seems to be more widespread now. This question may be sponsored by my pain meds kicking in.

Shmooey · Apr 29, 2015, 06:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Thehours

Well...I missed my therapy appointment today. I really wish that I would have made it today, but I missed it. Why did I miss my appointment today? Because I am a coward.

I know exactly how you feel. I almost skipped mine on Monday because of my agoraphobia but I couldn't afford to pay the $50 co-pay even if I didn't show up. Less than 24 hours notice and you still have to pay.

Blue_Bird · Apr 29, 2015, 07:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by jaynedough

Blue, How's your Mum doing? If you don't feel like talking about it, I understand. Maybe shoot me a frowny face so I know.

She's doing really well actually

It's nice having her home and not in and out of the hospital. Her doctor is wanting to see if she can make it 3 months without ending up in the hospital before he starts treatment again so he knows she's strong and healthy and recovered from the chemo she had before

Apr 29, 2015, 09:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shmooey

I know exactly how you feel. I almost skipped mine on Monday because of my agoraphobia but I couldn't afford to pay the $50 co-pay even if I didn't show up. Less than 24 hours notice and you still have to pay.

Luckily, I don't have to pay a fee for missing appointments, but I think that if I miss so many I may lose my therapist all together.

spincera · Apr 30, 2015, 04:28 PM

Hi All,
It has been a while since I have posted. Unfortunately, I am in the process of finding a new pdoc. There have just been too many problems with the current one. It is not an easy process to find a new pdoc. I am frustrated, because my case will only remain open for 30 days and then I have to be seen by someone else before the cut off date. I'm nervous as to if I will get a new pdoc by then. *Sigh* Oh well, it is a good thing that I have started my search today without wasting any time.
I hope everyone else is well.

kimical · Apr 30, 2015, 05:32 PM

I just got approved for SSI and Medicaid!

Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk

Blue_Bird · Apr 30, 2015, 05:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kimical

I just got approved for SSI and Medicaid!

Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk

Congrats!

Spincera, I hope you find a good new pdoc

Apr 30, 2015, 09:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by kimical

I just got approved for SSI and Medicaid!

Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk

That's wonderful!

Blue_Bird · May 02, 2015, 04:55 PM

How is everyone?

I'm doing really well. The weather is wonderful, although I wish there was somewhere to go swimming because it's kinda hot. Working on a tan, my legs are florescent lol

Busy week coming up, shopping, several appointments, nose piercing.

Watched the movie American Sniper with my mom and it was great.

About a week until my class begins (college)

worthit · May 03, 2015, 09:38 AM

I was put on perphanazine and am worried about the side effects. Has anyone been on that? Its for my compulsive thoughts and schizophrenia, although I'm schizoaffective.

Victoria'smom · May 03, 2015, 10:09 AM

spincera hopefully you'll find a great pdoc soon.

jaynedough · May 04, 2015, 03:01 PM

Had a really bad scare with my dog Saturday. She was so sick that I didn't think she'd make it through the night, but she did. And she's well on her way to her usual self. It would be so nice if I could get over stuff that quickly.

See my T in a couple of hours. Looking forward to seeing him. So is the dog.

avlady · May 04, 2015, 04:46 PM

i hope you all feel better soon, i had a great day for once in a while was sufferring from migraines again from new med i think. well the med was for my side affects of other meds so i guess i'll just have to live with them, tartativedyskensia.

worthit · May 04, 2015, 05:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by avlady

i hope you all feel better soon, i had a great day for once in a while was sufferring from migraines again from new med i think. well the med was for my side affects of other meds so i guess i'll just have to live with them, tartativedyskensia.

Ugh. glad you had a good day.

Blue_Bird · May 04, 2015, 05:51 PM

Went grocery shopping today, got a bunch of healthy stuff. Have been getting out in the sun each day too which is good.

Nervous about my dentist appointment Wednesday but I have Valium for that

avlady · May 05, 2015, 09:56 AM

i lost part of a molar yesterday and can't get in to see my dentist until tomarrow. it is awful

worthit · May 05, 2015, 10:22 AM

I set my alarm for 7 o'clock this morning thinking I had to go to work and it was the wrong day. I already had my breakfast and coffee before I realized it. Oh well I have to set up the landing for the delivery of my new dishwasher and make room for them to get by.