[Blue_Bird]

I'm doing well, no symptoms right now, very stable. I was kind of sad earlier but that was just from stress over bills and having to barely make it month to month money-wise. It's just frustrating and I'm stuck in this situation till I can find a new apartment. Hoping I'll hear from my case manager about that soon. Going grocery shopping tomorrow. Happy it's October, love this time of year! I have all my horror movies out and ready for the month

[Blue_Bird]

I had dinner before taking my night med, hoping that helps with the nausea I usually feel an hour after taking it.

got 4 hours of sleep last night so I'm really looking forward to sleeping tonight

[InBetweenUs]

Doing good today. It's been about 6-7 months without antipsychotics now. Walking everyday with my dog has really helped with the ability to get some control over anxiety I get from audio and visual hallucinations. So has staying on anti depressants and mood stabilizers. Also have been contributing more with keeping up the house.

[megs98]

im getting bad again and im scared

[SlumberKitty]

HUGS @megs98

[bpforever1]

I am doing well!! I feel great!! These shots are really working for me! I am happy!! Well, my man and I are meeting again soon! Time to celebrate! Have a good day, everybody!

[WastingAsparagus]

Doing well today. Just need to prepare a class for tomorrow. Etc.

[bpforever1]

I feel great again! I was tired today though from working from morning until night. However, my man told me he loved me and this made me feel ecstatic!

[Victoria'smom]

My thinking is off right now. See pdoc Tuesday.

[WastingAsparagus]

I am just thinking about the number of times I've changed my mind on different things randomly and I don't know what to do about it. It's just like I make these snap-judgments without even thinking a bit. I think it's a mental illness symptom, but I don't know how to treat it!

[bpforever1]

I'm tired!! I have been tired all day. I cleaned the house though because my mother was barking up and down everywhere. I feel ok but feel lethargic.

[bpforever1]

I'm still tired. I feel really slow and weighed down. I feel ok though. It must be a side effect of my medication.

[bpforever1]

I feel ok despite being rejected. I am free again!! Woohooo!!

[bpforever1]

I feel fine and let the Parisian man go. Who needs someone who can't get any fun where he is? Something is wrong here with his situation. I am not that naive.

[WastingAsparagus]

Doing a lot better today despite my (former) therapist and me agreeing on firing each other. (It really was that way). First I basically fired her. Then she got mad at me and I guess she fired me. I suppose it was kind of a bad thing. I saw it coming though.

I am seeing a new therapist now who I think is helpful. I've seen her once.

[Boar]

Well I’m struggling with the voices and visions. I find it hard to focus.

Possible trigger:

I went for a walk and a man was following me with a gun and the voices kept telling me to run he was going to kill me it was very scary.

Sometimes it’s hard to tell what’s real and what’s not. Anyone else have that problem.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, Boar. I don't presently have visions, but I have voices & relate with everything you said, plus other things. I've had to adjust to a lot. I hope for you & I wish you all the best! Lots of hugs to you!

[Boar]

Thanks for the hugs. I’m trying to adjust again.

[Boar]

I’m still having a hard time with the voices and visions. The new meds are working a little but not enough. The antidepressant is working though. I feel like a freak and I feel alone.

[Breaking Dawn]

I understand. It can be really hard sometimes. I wish you all the best. Lots of hugs!

[Under*Over]

Demon stuff is back. Dreams, voices, visions, sleep paralysis.

Last night was night 2 of it. Demon dreams. Dreams about hell where its like theres this- bringer of truth- being jn my dreams telling me something that is VERY IMPORTANT. Usually also horrible, the night before last it was- throwback from a while ago for me- that “everyone goes to hell”. Like its a fundamental truth.

Last night it was more mocking. “Did you find it? Did you find it?” And then laughter. Very clear auditory hallucinations. I had to turn on all the lights, eat some food, make sure I was REAL, in my body, before I could get calm again.

I wish I wasnt having episodes like this. The demon stuff is new in the last year and its really creepy.

[Boar]

It sounds really scary. I hope you stop having these episodes soon. Are you taking any meds?
I haven’t had voices or visions for a while then 3 months ago they started again. I‘m waiting to see if the new meds are going to work better. Sometimes I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not. Anyway I hope things get better for you.

[Boar]

I went for another walk today and this man was following me and he had a gun so I ran and he ran after me and the voices kept telling me he is going to kill you. I hid behind some bushes and they ran by. But I couldn’t tell if he was real or not. It’s really scary living like this.

[Breaking Dawn]

I hope all of you are ok.

[akarro123]

Hi, all. I'm Anna. I am on here, trying to make a friend or two. Would like to, at some point, meet for coffee. Wanting a normal, in-person friend.

I have schizotypal tendencies, Bipolar, and ADD. (I feel like I'm watching a comedy, lolol.) I do not hear voices, but I have hallucinated.