[radiostar]

Everyday I live my life in fear, fear of something horrible happening, as if I'm going to finally break down to an extent where I just can't come back from it.
I have periodic moments where I just break down, and start hearing things, seeing things, feeling things that in all honesty are not there. But in my dillusional mind I believe they are real. I lose touch with reality and when it ends, I pass out.
I have no recolection of what happens each time. People tell me what I had just done, or said. Even when they tell me, I can't recall of it happening.

Is this schizophrenia? I can't go to a doctor because I keep hearing voices telling me not to.

I don't know what is wrong with me.-I hear voices, saying everything and anything. I see things that aren't real. I pull at my hair, scratch at my arms, start shaking.

I hope this is confidential.

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

Please make an apt with a T ASAP! - or tell someone that you trust what is going on and let them help you set up the apt that is greatly needed. YOU should not and do not have to suffer like this - there is help out there for YOU!!
While I cannot tell you what is or is not wrong with you - I can tell you that I have gone thru something similar and it was due to my PTSD and DID.

Take-Care and Stay Safe........ we all here at PC care about you.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[radiostar]

Awe thanks. -hugs-

I know I should, but I am just scared to go.
I took your advice though and I have an appointment for monday.

Each day is just so terrifying.
I try so hard to keep it un-noticeable to others, I don't want to be labelled at school.
I just transferred to a new school.
I can't go through the same teasing again.

=[

[Rhapsody]

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Awe thanks. -hugs-

I know I should, but I am just scared to go.
I took your advice though and I have an appointment for monday.

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w00t w00t for YOU!!! - I am sooooooooo PROUD of YOU! Good going....

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))

[goldmaiden]

Yeah voices are symptom of what is labelled schizophrenia.

Most people find these voices disturbing, so they get some help and some medecations.

[Sarah116]

I am so glad you came to PC, it is labeled Schizophrenia/Psychosis. Everyone whom gets this wonderful yet devastating experience and key to another world is different so of course they will need different treatments for the bad parts. Like I hate being mortified late at night that people are watching me ghosts are in my closet people can hear my thoughts and are lurking around outside the window, the continued threat of a video I watched in science. etc. I also like some of it too. You are the way you are for a reason that is all I have to say. I hope you get a lot of good from PC!