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Old Jan 10, 2014, 02:53 PM
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My thoughts are racing so fast it's starting to get hard to concentrate on anything. I'm so angry. This is ********.

I called my pdoc and left a message. I'm waiting for her to call me back.
this is how I was on Monday and Tuesday. I hope you feel better and your pdoc calls back soon.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 02:57 PM
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I would think it doesn't so much bother them personally, or if it does, that is irrelevant, but since their job is to help you do better psychosocially, coping with and to some extent fitting into social norms is a critical skill. It's adaptive. Doesn't mean you permanently change yourself, but you fit in and are able to access connections, roles, information in the world that is dominated by people.
H3rmit I don't understand the last sentence.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 02:58 PM
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:01 PM
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I have been troubled with residual symptoms since I last got ill. Usually they don't impair my functioning unless I get a flare-up, which is why I have had to take antipsychotics from time to time since then. Because my hallucinations usually don't really interfere with daily life, I don't mention them.
Oh for some reason I thought you were pretty asymptomatic---bad assumption on my part. Sorry about that...
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:07 PM
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Wow, that psychiatrist had such a simplistic explanation. Reminds me of the diagnosis machine in Idiocracy. (That's not a compliment!)

Have you ever heard of Rat Park? Wikipedia has a big article on it, but the gist of this scientific research was that drugs are not that addicting if someone has a rich environment. This is the basis of my belief that the wrong environment causes many self-destructive behaviours/habits, and the right environment cures many, if we can stay in it enough. Think of how many of us feel in a natural place such as a forest or by a lake or river. It's healing. It's fitting. It feels sane. But stick me on a bus with people bumping me and I can get rabid pretty quick. Or a big party. I want to shut down, and only a supreme effort and years of training makes me able to cope better than that for a little while. I expect this relates to psychological problems well beyond addiction, as well.
This makes a lot of sense. My psychiatrist explained me experience in this way.

Almost all my hospitalizations happened during my adolescence. I admit I was impressionable. I flirted with self harm on and off during that phase of my life. Guess where I learned how to do that. If you guessed the hospital, you are correct. I thought it was cool because everybody in the unit was doing it. I thought that is what I had to do to make friends.

I entered into the hospital with depression and adjustment problems and left with bigger problems. E.g., perpetual suicidal ideation due to SSRI reaction and episodic self injury.

I haven't self injured in over 15 years. The few scars I have remind me of my hospitalizations. Now, I am looking into getting some tattoos.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:13 PM
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tattoos wouldnt be such a bad idea didgee i never thought of that.

this is the type of tattoos i like. i like the anatomical ones like zombie boy.


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the ones that show the human body.
im OBSESSED with grays anatomy. THE BOOK. and all the human body drawings.
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@Sometimes-i am unconcerned with fitting into a diagnosis. I've been coping with seeing and hearing things real only to me since childhood. I have no reason to seek treatment for psychosis. I'm a much better expert. i know this may change some day, but i think i am better off dealing as i always have until then. When i did have a true break, i found my way back. I know i cant count on that, but im also not going to count on my owwn failure. I have already survived a lot of terrible and strange things. I am nothing if not creatively resilient.
That's great---I mean to me the dx's really offer little insight at all---I'm glad you've been able to stay out of the system...it really the changes how you feel about yourself and even how society works in general...it's made me so much more insecure----I sometimes have to walk through the psych offices to get to my department office and I always sort of wince and feel like they might just jump out and grab me and lock me up or something. I mean I know that would never really happen---but you know for a split second you think what if...
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:27 PM
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tattoos wouldnt be such a bad idea didgee i never thought of that.

this is the type of tattoos i like. i like the anatomical ones like zombie boy.


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the ones that show the human body.
im OBSESSED with grays anatomy. THE BOOK. and all the human body drawings.
Im covered in tattoos. full arms, fill legs ,full back.....they hurt but in a good way. lol
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:34 PM
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forreal?! thats so bada_ss
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The artist who did Rick Genest's (Zombie Boy) tattoos is incredibly talented. The first time I saw him, he reminded me of the text Gray's Anatomy. I have a copy and love the drawings.

Right now, I have a sun tattoo on my right arm. I'd like to cover my forearms with roots of an oak tree. I love those trees. Usually I find at least one mushroom on or near one.

Newtus do you have any tattoos?
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:37 PM
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i have a copy too! and love the drawings too! they reminded me of grays anatomy too!!!

i have no tattoos but MAYBE would like an anatomical one

i just have guages (peircings. stretched ears)
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 03:44 PM
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Im covered in tattoos. full arms, fill legs ,full back.....they hurt but in a good way. lol
Can you share?
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lol this just makes me think of my uncle Tim's prison tattoos.
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forreal?! thats so bada_ss
Tried to post some pics of my tattoos but dont know how, oh well...
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I have 3 tattoos but they aren't overly impressive. I did draw 2 of them myself. One is a dragon's eye and the other is a dagger with a rose. The one I didn't draw is the biggest one. I bet none of you will be surprised that its of a faerie with a flower.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 04:08 PM
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i just have guages (peircings. stretched ears)
I have these too but I took them out because it is too cold. My plugs are stainless steel and make my earlobes freeze even with a hat on.

They are 00. I'd like to go a little bit larger but not too much, because I want to work sometime in the near future.
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That's great---I mean to me the dx's really offer little insight at all---I'm glad you've been able to stay out of the system...it really the changes how you feel about yourself and even how society works in general...it's made me so much more insecure----I sometimes have to walk through the psych offices to get to my department office and I always sort of wince and feel like they might just jump out and grab me and lock me up or something. I mean I know that would never really happen---but you know for a split second you think what if...
I came close one time when i confessed to the police. I was confused and bloody and thought i had hurt someone else. (I hadn't. ) i had been climbing buildings after rats and birds and reading sky writing. Once they cconvinced me i had not in fact committed a crime, i realized maybe i was having some errors in my judgment. They sent me to the hospital for injuries, and to avoid being held as a psych patient i told them i had accidentally ingested LSD. I managed to behave myself for the few hours i was there and they let me leave.
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and, you know, i believe all people with mi shoudl be more like a community and family. We should all stick together and help each other. It doesn't matter what dx you have or why you ended up there. We're all in this together to get better. And when our healthcare team fails us, we need each other for support.

very well said!!!! I agree!!!!
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 04:16 PM
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I have these too but I took them out because it is too cold. My plugs are stainless steel and make my earlobes freeze even with a hat on.

They are 00. I'd like to go a little bit larger but not too much, because I want to work sometime in the near future.
thats pretty cool.
idk if you are able to use acrylic but they have those and wood too.
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here is one on my forearm.

Your pic did not show up.
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Old Jan 10, 2014, 04:49 PM
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Your pic did not show up.
I dont know how to do this. I posted it as my signature and I can see it but no one else? oh well. sorry.
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use tinypic.com and then put the url in the image icon
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I came close one time when i confessed to the police. I was confused and bloody and thought i had hurt someone else. (I hadn't. ) i had been climbing buildings after rats and birds and reading sky writing. Once they cconvinced me i had not in fact committed a crime, i realized maybe i was having some errors in my judgment. They sent me to the hospital for injuries, and to avoid being held as a psych patient i told them i had accidentally ingested LSD. I managed to behave myself for the few hours i was there and they let me leave.
Nice---they just gave me drug screen without telling me(I only found out later when I got the bill) so its not like I could have pulled the LSD trick---

I'm glad you didn't hurt anybody that would be a scary thing to realize...
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I dont know how to do this. I posted it as my signature and I can see it but no one else? oh well. sorry.
I saw it a minute ago now its a picture about peace...
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