Roll Call 17

Feb 10, 2014, 05:38 PM

This is for you Punky!

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:08 PM

Anyway, bean thinks she broke her hip because she pulled a muscle in gym class.
Wants me to take her to the ER.
Nothing I tell her will convince her that she is okay.
When it rains, it pours....kissed her boo boo and told her to work on some school stuff.

Feb 10, 2014, 06:11 PM

Punky I'm 41 and still carry it around with me. I still have nightmares about it!

Feb 10, 2014, 06:13 PM

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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

Anyway, bean thinks she broke her hip because she pulled a muscle in gym class.
Wants me to take her to the ER.
Nothing I tell her will convince her that she is okay.
When it rains, it pours....kissed her boo boo and told her to work on some school stuff.

So sorry to hear that! Maybe if you give her an ice pack it'll help. Pretend you called the emergency and tell her they told you to give her an ice pack.

faerie_moon_x · Feb 10, 2014, 06:14 PM

Punky -

You know with all the research coming up it seems that schizophrenia is one of several MIs all linked somehow and it just comes out in different ways. Depression, bipolar, autism, and ADHD are all on the same spectrum or so it seems. I mean, you see all of us go through it, too. Suicidal, SI, psychosis.... you're in the best company

Don't worry about posting here. I'd rather post here, too.

I also hope Gr3tta and Kurhea are okay.

Erti · Feb 10, 2014, 06:16 PM

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Made an appointment last week. have to wait until march because i want a woman T.
My dad was a pastor. We grew up with no tv or secular music. he molested every little girl that came into our house and my mom helped. Why am I telling you all this? Not the place to air dirty laundry.
Im so sorry. this is not the forum to do this in. I just dont like the other forums. You all know me. i dont want to get to know a bunch of strangers somewhere else.
I will be okay. tomorrow is another day. Maybe im bipolar or something. Maybe thats why Bean is so sick. i am there for her and do the best I can. I make sure she has a loving, supportive,peaceful environment.
Im sorry.......................................................ugg. I will feel better tomorrow.

That's a good first step
I've dealt with child sexual abuse / rape in my past. I can understand. If you ever need to talk about it I'm here.

Not sure what's different here than in other threads on this forum. I seem to be able to connect with people here more. Maybe it's because we're dealing with similar issues? Schizophrenia/Psychosis is a *****. lol plus we are able to talk about other issues as well. Not just schizophrenia/psychosis.

Sometimes you just got to take it a day at a time. Suicidal thoughts are no joke. I'm sure Bean loves her mommy. Mommy has to take care of herself first tough to be fully there for Bean.

faerie_moon_x · Feb 10, 2014, 06:16 PM

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mine got 2 years because none of the other girls came forward and they interviewed me when I was 29 with my mom in the room. she stared me down. I got afraid. In jail he PREACHED the gospel! sick.
Sorry you guys. Shouldnt be saying this stuff here.

My MIL is also a survivor. It's okay to vent. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

You are a strong woman. No doubt about it. You broke the cycle and are doing what is right for your daughter. No one can take that away from you.

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

Punky I'm 41 and still carry it around with me. I still have nightmares about it!

yea, at night, when the sun goes down, I still have panic attacks.
Such is life I guess.
Ive done the ice pack. were going on 4 days of this. its okay. next week it will be something else like bugs crawling under her skin or black cats at the door.
Thank you Cracking for listening.

Feb 10, 2014, 06:22 PM

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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

yea, at night, when the sun goes down, I still have panic attacks.

Such is life I guess.

Ive done the ice pack. were going on 4 days of this. its okay. next week it will be something else like bugs crawling under her skin or black cats at the door.

Thank you Cracking for listening.

I'm here anytime Punky!

And many

to your daughter also!

newtus · Feb 10, 2014, 06:28 PM

i hope kurehas ok too

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:32 PM

...And Faerie for listening.

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:32 PM

And Cracking....

Feb 10, 2014, 06:33 PM

Here we are all snuggled down in my bed! What a great place to be on this cold afternoon!

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:34 PM

and Erti...

Erti · Feb 10, 2014, 06:35 PM

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And Cracking....

nvm

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faerie_moon_x · Feb 10, 2014, 06:36 PM

Awww, Cracking, so cute! I'm so jealous. Sitting here at my cold and unforgiving desk trying to avoid talking to anyone because I'm in a grumpy Monday mood....

Erti · Feb 10, 2014, 06:37 PM

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Here we are all snuggled down in my bed! What a great place to be on this cold afternoon!

Ha, and here I am chasing my stepdad's cat around the house saying, "WHY DON'T YOU LOVE MEH?! D:"

punkybrewster6k · Feb 10, 2014, 06:38 PM

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nvm

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I was thanking you for your support.

Erti · Feb 10, 2014, 06:40 PM

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I was thanking you for your support.

I try :P

Feb 10, 2014, 06:41 PM

My Chihuahua Daisy is a fat little girl!

newtus · Feb 10, 2014, 06:47 PM

i wonder if i should even be taking this celexa pill. but i guess i should. im having paranoia.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 10, 2014, 06:53 PM

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i wonder if i should even be taking this celexa pill. but i guess i should. im having paranoia.

Aren't you seeing a pdoc tomorrow or the next day...they can fix it if you shouldn't be on it...

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 10, 2014, 06:55 PM

Punky you can say whatever in roll call...I'm not sure how much they moderate the rest of the forum but roll call is pretty much whatever is going on and you belong here now...you're always so supportive of all of us...