Roll Call 21

Just take an online test they are not totally accurate but they hit the ballpark...you can also buy paper copies of like Stanford Binet if you want something more accurate...I seriously doubt it's low just given interacting with you but it's also not a good indicator of success...the woman with the highest iq just runs an advice column and it's I think like 205 and it's not like she's doing theoretical physics or anything...

Ok so I deleted your quote since you did but I'm still responding....

That's neat...have you seen the izzi puzzle it's pretty non- traditional but I love it....

Amazon.com: ThinkFun Izzi: Toys & Games

Hey all. I'm gonna be off until tomorrow night or so. Just got really triggered and need to take a break from the web for a bit. Has nothing to do with PC, it's just some other stuff. And I hope I sleep tonight...

Hugs to everyone.

Can u tell I'm a little unstable, lol.

Ok, bye but I'll be back.

Feel better soon sunshine

I had a CT scan done and a eeg which helped me get my temporal lobe epilepsy diagnosis.

I have a high iq also, but I'm slow processing so it affects my iq score and affects me academically.

I switched to being a part time cna yesterday and I'm so happy about it. I can't wait to work less overnights and work more day shifts at my new job.

Well I'm feeling left out here

At the convention I mean.

I finished all my math hw which is great, now I just have super easy hw to do in abnormal psych and my other class then I can have Sunday off to hang with friends

Holy crow Roll Call has been moving fast!
I wish I was on as often as before but im trying to sell some things to get gas to see Bean. Got Some money to get gas and today we are driving over to see her. I hope it will be a good visit.

Usually the first few days at hospital are rough for her and we usually stay away until she is a bit more stable. It keeps her from getting so upset and agitated and crying to come home but their doing a flush to get a blood baseline for her new stuff.....
This should be an interesting visit.

Going back to last roll call, yes, I have seen malingering and it is ridiculous. You would think after a while a good T would pick up on it. In many cases, all they have to do is read through past history. In Beans case, she had 3 other hhospitalizations in 2 years with a dx of psychosis. We were told by the other T every time to educate ourselves.

I am sure it is a problem to figure out for pdoc and T to honestly find who is really ill in many cases. I think that is why I hesitate to call the hospital and holler at them. But it would benefit no one. So, I let it be and let those who know how to go about doing the investigating do it.

Lactating on Thorazine. Hmmmm...Beans Boobies are huge to begin with. I couldnt tell you if she lactated on her thorazine because she was not aware of many things. I wouldnt be surprised though. If it works for you and that is your only side effect and you are not gaining weight , well, maybe stick with it and see if it subsides over time?

Newtus, Wasnt the Twilight movies filmed up between n cali and the oregon border? It would be very cool to see those big trees. Try not to overthink the negative. That will make you sick just thinking about what may happen. Your going to make yourself miserable.

I am sure your family over there has all the needed information prior to you visiting so they know ahead of time what to do in an emergency. Your mom and dad would not let you go and your family over there would not invite you without there being prior knowledge of how your brain works.

so.Relax. You are going to have a good time. Your dad will be fine too. He is an adult and he will be working making money while your gone.

I want to say something personal to each of you and respond to your comments that I have been reading but my head is swimming in so many thoughts of what everyone has written that I cant think right now to respond personally.

I will have to try to get on more often during the day so I can actually communicate to you all on a more personal level.

Have a safe trip Punky

I woke up at exactly 8:10am with an extremely terrible dream. I wanted to sleep in until 9:15am but I guess my brain had other plans. This dream was about my Daisy. I will spare you the disgusting details. I don't understand why my brain would create my biggest fear about someone I love so much. It just baffles me! Now this terrible dream will be stuck in a thought loop in my head playing over and over again.....ugh!

the voices are gone today. i feel tired cuz i went to the farm and ate brunch and i ate a lot. now im really full. im probably going to the movies today with some friends. i just feel so tired. ughhh

This is my plan for today....

car·pe di·em
\ˈkär-pe-ˈdē-ˌem, -ˈdī-, -əm\
noun
:the enjoyment of the pleasures of the moment without concern for the future

YOLO as some would say. XP

what convention are u at, sorry I am way way behind in the forums

so the plan is on to see a movie today. we r gonna see Bad Words with Jason Bateman. it's a comedy. should be fun.

I feel much better even though I only slept like 3 hours. I took a zyprexa and it helped calm me down. I'm taking so much stuff for sleep...and I'm still not sleeping much.

I see my psych nurse Monday and I'm gonna talk with her about mirapex for weight gain from APs. Somebody on another forum mentioned it.

So how is everyone this morning?

i see my psychiatrist on monday and hopefully can get that sleeping med trazedone from her! the pharmacy tried to fax her THREE times for it and she never responded!

any voices are still here and i told my dad im not doing too hot. he said hed help me.

but ive been remembering to take my meds everyday for the past few days!!! all of em.

Oh how i love my sleep meds! They make me hallucinate in a whole new way but once i sorted it out, its perfectly fine. .

Good newtus! Just keep taking them. Right now I'm so full of meds for sleep it's not even funny.

So ur going to California? I went like 6 yrs ago to San Diego. It was one of the best times of my son and I lives. Loved the beaches, the ppl were chill it was so fun!!

Hope to make it back there again.one day.

Hey gretta-what sleep med are u on?