Roll Call 21

I like it sunshine.

Hi FLJ13! Marked you down as present.

well i just got back from the movie. it went ok at first. i felt happy for once on the way there. but after the movie my friends were starting to annoy me. i felt angry really. they werent doing it on purpose but i felt annoyed. so im glad im home alone now. idk sometimes people just annoy me and i want to be by myself. toby is sitting on me. hes sweet.

I added a pic seeing how it looks

It worked, yay!! Can u tell I love big cats, lol. I'm gonna get off line for a bit. Maybe I'll fall asleep. I hope so.

at the theatre i thought that ppl were going out of their way to stare at me. i guess i felt paranoid looking back on it. i feel kinda agitated. i hate when strangers stare at me. it makes me feel like a freak. i dont think i look like a freak though. so why are they staring? or am i just imagining it and making it a bigger deal than it is??

Are you good looking...cause that will do it....

do i look like a freak???????
i know i look bug eyed in this pic but i think i look normal. but who knows. maybe i do look like a freak

i posted my pic

Okay changed one more time. Thanks u guys for being my friends. It sucks bc of my bad manias I've lost lots of friends in my life. Well actually my trust issues too. Anyway, once I'm a little more stable I will be able to be more supportive of u guys. My son's at the mall. He has a girl he's seeing. I think it's so cute.

" I'm so tired, but I can't sleep"...lyric from a Sara McLaughlin song, lol. I'm gonna go lay down now.

U don't look like a freak at all. Ur very pretty.

thank u for the compliment

You dont look freaky at all junk! You look pretty, and i like your glasses. Thanks for sharing the pictures. I am always curious if people look how i picture them!

thanks gr3tta..sometimes i think i look like a freak. ive have body issues. i had an eating disorder pretty bad but im recovered now. but for the most part i think i just look plain

Beauty.
Thats why they were staring at you silly!

youre very pretty junkdna

thanx guys im blushing

thanks everyone for making me feel better about who i am. im just sick of my mom saying all that stuff. im gonna get skinnier then shell be jealous of me. shes like that.

heres me again

ur eyes are so dark. mine are like poop green and brown. hazel. i wish i had realy dark or light eyes

mine are dark brown

Yep people are definitely looking at you because you're attractive so I would not worry about it at all....

Omg have you guys heard of stickk?

stickK ? Change Starts Now

It's a motivational thing where you set a goal and give them your credit card number and if you don't reach your goal they will give whatever amount of money you want to somebody else...it can be a friend, a charity or the real kicker an anti-charity so you can pick an organization you hate and it will super motivate you so you end up giving them money if you fail...that is so evil it just might work!

my nerves are wrecked and the voices a mess. im taking my AD and xanax and AP RIGHT NOW.