Roll Call 21

punky you are a beautiful lady

blackwhitered: you are very beautiful! I totally love your hair!

Y'all are so nice.

you did your hair that way! It looks great!

Your hair looks really nice blackwhitered!

Interesting, I'm suppose to have it as a prn in case of a allergic reaction. Hopefully I won't be like that.

Yea its standard for allergic reactions. Most people have no problem with it. I have weird reactions sometimes. It is normally very safe you can even give it to babies.

Hopefully it won't make me psychotic, there are quite a few meds I can't take because they make me psychotic such as ADHD meds and birthcontrol.

The worst part is a lot of my providers don't understand how certain meds can make those with mental illnesses psychotic. For example, my gyno keeps recommending the shot and pill, but I told her that they will make me manic and I feel like I'm the first patient with this problem.

I'm sorry they don't understand. I had to take hormones which were really birth control before and they made me act completely strange and out of control emotional to the point of being a danger to myself. So i can sympathize to this. I have never had ADHD meds, but i can only imagine.

Here I am

You have such a pretty smile Erti! Thanks for sharing.

Heh thanks gr3tta

I wish I could share my picture, but I'm in the medical field so that's not advised. A lot of people do not assume I have a mental illness so if I shared my pic you all may be surprised as well, but then again I do not know. You are all very pretty and have wonderful personalities, it sadness me how mental illness has affected our lives, but at least the majority of you have a positive outlook on life regardless of your symptoms.

I'm at work and I haven't gotten any of my homework done. I'm at a different patient's house and she likes the room I'm in dim so I can't read my text books and the lack of lighting makes me sleepy. I get out in 3 hours which is good, but I have a whole day planned hanging with friends so I feel overwhelmed by not having my homework done. I was suppose to have tonight off, but my boss made me work it which makes me really mad since I haven't had a weekend off in a while.

Nice pic Erti

I think I'm screwed - nothing has happened yet, but I was just thinking last night, if the stalkers send a decoy that acts and looks like a stalker, I'm going to think it is, so I'm going to react to save my life.

Then I'm going to go to prison for pulling out my knife and depending how far it goes - that could be for a long time. I can't even cope after 2 hours in hospital.

I going to talk through it with my nurse, but it seems like fate has already decided.

Punky, newtus, junkdna, erti and blackwhitered I don't think I've left anyone out, u are all beautiful. I'm so glad I found u guys.

I wish I had the courage to post a pic, lol. I'm on a kindle so I don't think it can be done.

As far as the drink, I think I'll have a Malibu rum with 7 up, lol.

So I slept about 3 hours. This is really getting old...I need my sleep. I'm drinking chamomile tea and I might take more meds, I've taken so many. This sucks...I hate mental illness.

Hey guys so I had the injection an it actually wasn't that bad. Only painful after a few hours just got a bit sore. Hope everyone's ok. You all look really pretty in your pictures. I always assume people look like their avatars haha don't know why

Heh thanks Kureha and sunshine!

Totally did a no no at the convention. I took a friends (Klonopin and chased it with alcohol so I would dance at the rave. She offered and I didn't say no. Not sure what made me dance but damn did that work. Dangerous I know. Feel free to smack me and say "no".

I have not slept. It's crazy.

I love the picture!
You are a sweetie.

Ertie, Cute as always my dear!

She is also quite the looker. God she has brains and looks.

Like I said before to you pinky is that you're beautiful!