Roll Call 24

sorry to hear newtus can you get someone to keep you company while your feeling like this? *hugs*

I feel hopeless a lot too Newtus. But giving up is NOT an option! I know it sucks for you right now but you have to keep pushing through. Take your medicines without alcohol and give them a try to help you feel better. If you can give yourself a chance to feel better then you will have a different look on your life.

i camt call 911. theyll take me to that bad hospital again. i cant take it over there. it drives me crazy.

ugh i cant even goto the hospital becuz too much money.

my dad cant answer the phone cuz he keeps his phone in a locker at work

im trying really hard to take my meds right noe

Newtus: if your meds will help you then you would feel like going and doing stuff. Maybe volunteering at that animal shelter you talked about before? Or maybe enrolling in a community college course? Or doing something else that interests you?

What about going to your neighbors next door??

they wont understand

I know you are trying and I am so proud of you for working so hard at it. Please keep it up and don't give up!!

What about calling your sister?

i tried but she wont answer

Do you have a hotline number you could call?

last time i called a hotline number they said "go read a book"

and the time before that they put me in hospital.

Well that sucks!

What time will your dad come home??

Is there anything within walking distance of your house? Could you walk to a park or a coffee shop?

I think if you had someone to talk to in real life then you wouldn't feel so lonely

Newtus: I really wish I knew what to say that would help you. I really do!

9pm

nope unfortunately. its all fields.

i bet so too

Newtus: Can you make a video?? Then you could talk about how you're feeling??

What happened to that cute guy from the coffee shop? I remember you told us about him in a Roll Call way back.

maybe i could

i think he quit

Well then I'm just going to have to stay on Roll Call and talk to you

Maybe there's a new cute guy?

Why arent you taking your AD Newtus.
Thking ambien and wine is just going to make you fall asleep for the rest of the night.

Start taking ur AD every day with your AP.
That will help with the depression.

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If you make a video maybe that will help some? I promise I'll watch it