Roll Call 25

Newtus I hope you get better eventually. It sucks to see people in such pain like this. paranoia is one of the worst feelings. Two weeks ago I was in psychosis and I thought that the police were after me as well. When a car would drive by, I would think that it's a SWAT team helicopter ready to take me away but I'm better now. Stay strong. Eventually it should get better. The less stress, the better it will be and your mental health providers are making it much worse for everyone..

I want to be a politician.. No bribes from big companies.. A free man I would be..

Be careful about Kava kava people. I only take one pill every now and then because it causes damage to the liver apparently..

I got it at the health food store. 25 dollars for 60 pills 250mg.

maybe im thinking of Kava the tea. by yogi

I just need relief.....!

punky

Stay strong Punky. I admire you very much. You remind me of my mom. You take everything that is thrown at you for your schizophrenic daughter which is all she could ever ask for :')

Thank you ZehR.
It makes me feel like at least something in my life Im doing right. I truly appreciate your words of encouragement. I need them. Oxox

punky

Thanks for forgiving me newtus. I appreciate it. See that's my illness coming out. Not trying to make excuses but I was really irritable yesterday.

Punky have u thought of a mood stabilizer or even small dose of seroquel? Or buspar. I'm on buspar and it helps.

its ok sunshine

i need relief too.
i wish i had a boyfriend to have sex with.
but this damn haldol wont even let me orgasm

Your so real I love it, lol. I know the Zoloft makes it hard for me to.

Im on nothing and I dont want anyone near me...

punky

Punky: I agree with ZehR - Bean is very lucky to have you as a mother. Sorry you're struggling with anxiety

*Willow*

Thanks willow.
I always feel so isolated.
Actually we are. We are like an island.
Nobody cares. Maybe thats what is wrong. Im not looking for pity...just trying to understand why i have so much anxiety over everything all the time. Ya know?

punky

Lol I have a gf on skype (which took me a long time to trust even a little bit). She might be coming over soon. All the meds that I'm on just kill everything and it's really really really embarrassing.

im sorry your having a hard time punky. my thoughts and prayers are with you.

Yeah, I agree. 'It doesn't matter what you think or feel, as long as you do what's expected of you.'

I have no idea about emotions anymore.

*Willow*

...im sorry everyone that i never have good advice. but your always in my thoughts and prayers...

I was thinking of Buspar PRN but I'm on 80mg of Prozac and it works amazing now..

i actually used to be very good with giving advice for people on here. i was like sometimespsychotic and post articles. this was in my first one or two years i was here. idk what happened to me...

Cant get my gp to prescribe and cant get appointment with a pdoc for months. Their not even booking appointments. I have medicaid. So I will wait for this to pass. It never goes away but it will lessen some I hope.
Thanks guys for listening amd caring. Oxox

punky

Newtus....
No matter what, you are awesome.

Look at the vodeos you make. I could never do that.

You are so much stronger than you think you are.

Roll call wouldnt be the same without you lovie.

punky

thanks punky that means a lot to me.

I lurk and read and want to contribute. You all seem like very nice people.

didnt you have the word "schizophrenia" under "14 yr old daughter" why did you take it out?

I might do YouTube videos eventually but it gives me such anxiety lol argghh maybe one day.