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#201
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im scared honestly that im going to fail idk
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#202
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idk i just i feel like theres a hidden rule somwhere. it makes me paranoid all this.
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#203
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i feel like theres hidden messages in those rules
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#204
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No hidden message. Many T's have these same rules for every patient. They just dont go over them with us. Have you decided to try her for a couple more sessions before you make up your mind? maybe talk to her about how you feel about them.
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#205
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i wouldnt know what to ask or say. im still kinda stressed out and worried about this
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#206
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Me I'm not a big fan of conditional love so I would go somewhere else before I got further ensnared in this mess...
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#207
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do you guys think i messed up by signing this contract
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#208
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No----the only thing they can do is tell you they don't want to see you again...the alternative is they don't want to see you starting now but if you want for this to work you have to be comfortable putting all your care decisions in the hands of your treatment team...It's not what I would do but it might be the best option for you....
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#209
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ive been taking 7mg of haldol everyday. 5 at night. 2 in the morning. i dont see much difference
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#210
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What are you supposed to be on? I thought it was 10mg---maybe it will help if you go up...also you know you don't want to be in violation of the contract day 1 right?
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#211
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they wouldnt know right? but i guess i will
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#212
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Very very scared out of my mind. Complete hopelessness taking over. Tiredness my body feels much heavier than normal. Many bad things happening. Mom broke her back, in incredible pain. More repairs. Struggles of extreme pain and suffering increasing. My brother remains out of touch with reality, he always claims everything is fine and nothing is going wrong. God, he is grandiose.
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#213
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The can measure blood levels if they think you're not getting enough...the first time it comes up too low they are going to increase the dose they are giving you just in case its some metabolic thing.... but at some point you won't be able to compensate...especially if they opt for injections instead...
I think if you're planning on lying to them instead of following the spirit of the agreement its not a matter of if it will fail but when...
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#214
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i will follow then. i kinda want to get better. thing is some of those voices were my friends
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#215
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I want to know what happens in healthy people who take antipsychotics. Just because I worry that I've been misdiagnosed and the drugs will harm me. My cpn said it would knock me out if my body wasn't using it and the fact I'm not means it needs it. But what if they're wrong and I don't have sz or something similar.
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#216
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You feel trapped in a box....
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#217
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What does that mean 'trapped in a box'? Like you feel suffocated or distant?
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#218
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why do i feel like everyone is against me here
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#219
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Don't know but if you don't know you probably aren't feeling it...the pdoc on that site said 5 patients put on the APs in error said that...I imagine it's kind of claustrophobic and panicky like if you were buried alive or something...
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#220
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We're not....I don't think anyone here is against you. We might not be telling you things will turn out like you want but that's just reality. If you wanted I could tell you that your T will shred the agreement if anything ever happens because she doesn't want to lose you or that they won't know if you take your meds or whatever but it's not what I actually think will happen...
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#221
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sorry im just very paranoid right now. im sorry. im having a rough time
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#222
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You've had a lot of stress last couple of days...hopefully you can sleep tonight...
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#223
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No need to apologize. Rough times happen around here, totally okay.
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#224
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i took a nap when i got home but it doesnt seem like enough
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#225
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