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Old May 27, 2014, 07:30 PM
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I might apply I really havent looked into applying for disability.maybe I can try.
I think it's a great way to support yourself while you are getting better and I think you can go to college while on it etc....so you have some income to help you get out of a bad environment that is making you worse...
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Old May 27, 2014, 07:44 PM
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Maybe this is my fault maybe they are right and this is all my fault I am such a terrible person I feel like a monster maybe I am just selfish.selfish for wanting to harm myself and selfish for hating myself selfish for being so closed off from everyone and trying to always hide in my room away from everybody.the voices are always telling my I am selfish and I am worthless and I am disgusting maybe they are right too.
You're not selfish. None of this is your fault and none of it makes you selfish at all.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:15 PM
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Lillybird90: I'm so sorry that you are hurting right now I want you to know that it is not your fault! I'm very sorry your parents don't understand. Please know that you are welcome to post anything you want here on Roll Call. This is why it is here. Please never feel like your whining. We are all here to support each other
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:37 PM
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hey im alright i guess im just havig trouble getting out of the house. it revs up my paranoia. i got out a little bit today but i couldnt drive. it was really hard. i havent been hearing any voices lately but i suspect they are gonna be back soon. i have a lot of anxiety. a lot. i almost had a panic attack in the car. because i couldnt drive. the paranoia rides on my back. i feel hopeless.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:38 PM
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thanks.sorry they make me feel SO worthless at times.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:40 PM
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hey im alright i guess im just havig trouble getting out of the house. it revs up my paranoia. i got out a little bit today but i couldnt drive. it was really hard. i havent been hearing any voices lately but i suspect they are gonna be back soon. i have a lot of anxiety. a lot. i almost had a panic attack in the car. because i couldnt drive. the paranoia rides on my back. i feel hopeless.
Did you ever call your pdoc about the meds?
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they also poke at me about my weight it makes my self esteem pretty low.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:41 PM
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thanks.sorry they make me feel SO worthless at times.

You are NOT worthless
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hey im alright i guess im just havig trouble getting out of the house. it revs up my paranoia. i got out a little bit today but i couldnt drive. it was really hard. i havent been hearing any voices lately but i suspect they are gonna be back soon. i have a lot of anxiety. a lot. i almost had a panic attack in the car. because i couldnt drive. the paranoia rides on my back. i feel hopeless.

It's great to hear from you I'm really sorry you're struggling right now newtus. I've been forcing myself to get out the last couple of days too. Driving always gives me terrible anxiety. Just keep pushing through and you will get there
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they also poke at me about my weight it makes my self esteem pretty low.

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Old May 27, 2014, 08:47 PM
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thank you.I really want to get better so I can make something of my life and so I can get away from this place.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:53 PM
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Did you ever call your pdoc about the meds?

yea i called and no one answered.
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Old May 27, 2014, 08:59 PM
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airyairyquitecontrary: Fantastic news for people... - Good Stuff Happened Today

Check out this new migraine treatment that got approved by the FDA....looks cool..?slightly scary but cool...
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Old May 27, 2014, 09:07 PM
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airyairyquitecontrary: Fantastic news for people... - Good Stuff Happened Today

Check out this new migraine treatment that got approved by the FDA....looks cool..?slightly scary but cool...
that sounds cool but I am not sure how I feel about this It sounds like a good idea but i wouldnt trust wearing one personally.
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Old May 27, 2014, 09:20 PM
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that sounds cool but I am not sure how I feel about this It sounds like a good idea but i wouldnt trust wearing one personally.
I think if I had migraines and it worked I would do it...I might make someone else test it out first though
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Old May 27, 2014, 09:25 PM
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i have severe migraines but i dont know how much i believe that would help idk
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airyairyquitecontrary: Fantastic news for people... - Good Stuff Happened Today

Check out this new migraine treatment that got approved by the FDA....looks cool..?slightly scary but cool...

I saw that on the Doctors. I'd try it
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Old May 27, 2014, 11:03 PM
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I'm kind of in a mixed state which is depression and mania, I feel the need to do a lot of things and I'm hoping I can use this energy to get my chores finally done.
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airyairyquitecontrary: Fantastic news for people... - Good Stuff Happened Today

Check out this new migraine treatment that got approved by the FDA....looks cool..?slightly scary but cool...
That looks really cool, they use TENS on patient's lower backs usually so it's interesting that they created a devices to be used on a patient's head.
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airyairyquitecontrary: Fantastic news for people... - Good Stuff Happened Today

Check out this new migraine treatment that got approved by the FDA....looks cool..?slightly scary but cool...
I'd be willing to wear it, and I don't have migraines.

Thanks. That made me smile, and I really needed to smile right now. Bad night.
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Saw my Dr yesterday, she seemed a bit pissed, but I don't think it was my fault - I don't know though.
She's going to think about changing my medication because it wasn't her that changed it in the hospital.

Then she said all this stuff is because of my illness she always tells me this every time I see her, which if I was sick, would be ok, but I'm not and I don't understand how the hospital didn't see that, they just got to be all working together.
It's got to be bigger than I thought.
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Saw my MH team yesterday. There were talks about raising the dose of my medication. But it all depends on my next blood test and what my psychiatrist has to say. Today I feel really paranoid.
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I ate this soup and now I feel sick I think it had something in it.they seemed to really want me to eat it and kept pushing it on me and insisting that I try it and they got mad when I didnt want any of it so then I finally ate some.I shouldnt have eaten it.
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Old May 28, 2014, 07:08 AM
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or I could just be paranoid.but I dont know what to believe anymore.
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