Roll Call 27

I agree! I'm on episode 8

TheatreKid: I'm on episode 9 and all I can say is Oh Sh_t!!!!!

I got the musical collaborator/accompanist role in the play! I was worried because I thought I'd hear back yesterday, but they just e-mailed me to say they were impressed with my skills and abilities and offered me the spot.

Too bad it doesn't pay, ha ha. But it's going to be amazing. I'm excited.

Cracking: I'm on episode four still, ha ha. It's really good, but I'm also editing and formatting my ebook and working on homework too. (And I took a Starcraft break)

That's wonderful news TheatreKid

im very depressed. i just...idk...i dont know what to say. i feel so hopeless in life. like wtf am i supposed to do? i sit at home alone and everyday im like "how the hell am i going to get through this day to the next?" and everyday is just like that. im living minute by minute never knowing what to do. its really killing me.

Did you ever read willows thread on values and goals...that's a good place to start...

no. i guess i shoukd go read it

Hugs, newtus. It's such a hard spot, but I hope you find something to make you feel better soon.

So my poetry anthology is available on lulu.com and I've submitted it to kobo and Amazon and a couple others, I need to wait for it to be reviewed for everywhere except lulu. I spent all day editing it and learning how to format it to be readable on ebook readers. I'm kind of proud of myself. This is what I submitted for the preview:

AFTERGLOW

each movement has an
afterglow
where there once was one
there is two

and I feel each colour
in my chest
like a bullet

Those little orange bottles
have shot me
and I bleed
crimson

but there is still
the afterglow
the crimson-ochre-celadon-fallow

the world has so many colours.
doesn't it scare you?
aren't you afraid?

Am I allowed to post the link to the ebook buying page here? Is that advertising, and is advertising against the rules?

EDIT: yeah, advertising is against the rules without permission from the admin. Is it worth asking?

I love your poem theatrekid

Awesome! Great poem! If they won't allow you to post it here then maybe you can send it to us in a PM?

Newtus: I'm so sorry you are feeling so down
Did your dad take you to that MRI appointment today?

yea but i didnt get the mri. it was an evaluation first. im debating whether to go back and actually get the mri. they did bloodwork today though. its very far from me - in garland.

I agree can you PM me with the link....

so well..;. i didnt get any sleep before work.......cuz of that stupid dog.....im home now i worked 6 hours.....and i was extremely paranoid......bt now im home and feel safer....away from ppl.....i took prns too.....at work.....so.....T says he is proud of me .....that im doiang things to keep myself stable.....i told him i dnt want voices for whole month.......so i did what i needed to do and take prns to cope.......he says yay im so proud of u....my body is tired but mind is racing.......so im gonna take my night meds or somethign......hope it calms me down

my T is so helpful

oh nd they were grilling out bbq ribs in front of the store........so i got some........forgot to eat b4 work......so i woofed them down........so yummy

This goes out to the civilized voices, i no longer hear voices beyond the passing male computerized attempts to sync me up again, oh if i could dedicate an epic fail video to the torchurers

well my meds have helped. i feel more put together. and calmer. hoping to sleep soon

I just finished all of season 2 episodes of Orange Is the New Black! It was soooooooo awesome! Can't wait until season 3 comes out!

Haha awesome. Don't ruin it for me!

No worries! No spoilers! All I have to say is it was freaking awesome!!!!!! Love it!!!!!!

seeing demons... help!

Rebuke them

Newtus: Is your dad home? Can you talk to him?

sunshine: did you get any sleep or are you still watching O.I.T.N.B.??