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Well I'll have to try this another day. Too darn flustered tonight.
So how's EVERYONE?

oh sorry to hear

doing pretty good. how about you?

is there some reason why i dont get responses anymore?

Sorry Newtus. I'm a scattered brain takes me a bit to respond.
Had a good day all in all. Until Fred Merts came home without the anniversary flowers.

About what? I generally try to respond....it's also possible people may have blocked you for some reason....

oh wow that sucks. well i posted a question on my post about how my day was going.

:/ i hope no one blocked me but oh well i guess that sucks :/

i hope atypicaldisaster didnt block me or anyone else. maybe i should lay off the posting?

Probably blocked me too. I tend to get on people's nerves a bit when I get frustrated. Don't mean to. Sorry guys

Well I'll say goodnight everyone. Blessings to everyone . Peace be upon you's all!

goodnight daisy. have a good sleep

Most people aren't even here right now....you should post about what you want but a lot of stuff you talk about is triggering so people sometimes have to block for their own protection....I don't think anyone did block you I'm just saying its possible.

I think you need to use a photo hosting service. I'd recommend photobucket.

You're OK I think you're too new to have irritated anyone so I wouldn't worry about it....

my mom was upset that there were things written in my notepad i never shared with my pdoc or anyone but I was upset that she totally looked through my things invading my privacy that is no way to help someone that is just uncool.I have a whole 5 pages of language symbols I have drawn that have a significance to me that no one would get I dont even fully understand them but I draw them all the time its like some other worldly language that I write in sometimes.she said that worried her because they looked like something the zodiac killer would draw but they arent zodiac signs and It pisses me off because I dont like being compared to people like that..its so stereotypical to lump schizophrenics in with killers and dangerous people when most all of us are nothing like that at all...Here I have drawn what some of the symbols sort of look like I will attach it as an image file.I sometimes get obsessed with drawing them.I still feel a break of trust when people violate my privacy and go through my things..

Sometimesp.. maybe you've talked about this in the past.. but I read an article the other day about Lyme disease and its symptoms. One of the symptoms was musical hallucinations! Anyway, since you're getting all this stuff looked at, maybe it's worth it to have them rule out Lyme disease? I'm not sure how they test for it though.

i hope i havent irritated anyone or done anyone a disservice. or triggered anyone. at least not lately i hope. i post my life here because this is the only place i feel i can talk about things and i feel like yall are my family here.

Those are really interesting to me especially the crossed circles....for me the celtic cross or even radar crosshairs helped me focus away from my voices they were stabilizing....highly. I'm just wondering if any of these help you the same way.

It's typically neurologists who test cranial nerves. No doubt when you see the neurologist you'll get a more thorough exam that will include cranial nerves.

I haven't really gotten any tick bites or anything though......haven't been hiking yet this year sadly....I'll look into it though.

that reminds me of something i did awhile back. i made another language in symbols on a sheet of paper or two.

my mother got bit by a tick when she was 30-something. now she has lymes disease and arthritis. its really bad...

I think a lot of people got upset that one time you were suicidal and we didn't hear anything the next morning....I don't know if anyone blocked you and we want to help but not at the expense of ourselves...some people here are more vulnerable than others to that kind of stuff so it might be possible they would take a break or something but like I said, not a lot of the regulars are here right now which is probably why you aren't getting as rapid a response and you know I'm a little off right now so there's that.....