Roll Call 33

idk how the long the tick was on my mom to get infected but it bit her on her hand.

i think ive seen a tick on me once out here in the country but im not sure. theres a lot of bugs out here. i cant tell the difference between them

i was just slightly worried. its alright.

I'm with you on that, but if I had a symptom (like musical hallucinations) that were specifically linked to lyme disease, I'd sure want to find out.

sometimesp you think you have lymes disease?

Didn't really mean for it to turn into all this!

I don't have you blocked, and nothing you say triggers me - although I can see why others might be triggered. Sometimes I don't answer, because I have nothing to say.

I went back and found the question you asked: "how long til not taking my meds kick in fully?"

Is this meant to be a serious question seeking a serious response? It seems to me you've quit your medication often enough that you already know the answer to this one.

And does it surprise you that people might not want to get involved in discussing quitting your medication with you? Again. For the 90 millionth time. There's nothing left to say. The subject's been exhausted.

i hope atypicaldisaster didnt block me or anyone else. maybe i should lay off the posting?

I haven't blocked you. Why would I?

my mom was upset that there were things written in my notepad i never shared with my pdoc or anyone but I was upset that she totally looked through my things invading my privacy that is no way to help someone that is just uncool.I have a whole 5 pages of language symbols I have drawn that have a significance to me that no one would get I dont even fully understand them but I draw them all the time its like some other worldly language that I write in sometimes.she said that worried her because they looked like something the zodiac killer would draw but they arent zodiac signs and It pisses me off because I dont like being compared to people like that..its so stereotypical to lump schizophrenics in with killers and dangerous people when most all of us are nothing like that at all...Here I have drawn what some of the symbols sort of look like I will attach it as an image file.I sometimes get obsessed with drawing them.I still feel a break of trust when people violate my privacy and go through my things..

i just hoped you hadnt thats all. i like you. i was just worried.

how you been atypical?

ewwwww omg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kill it

I like you too.


I've been quite sick physically so that's why I haven't been posting as much. I've been trying to just let my body rest.


Mentally I'm doing well though, no psychosis or anything. I feel excellent in that regard.

thats great that youve had no psychosis. sorry to hear about your physical health. yea i hadnt seen you on as much. my thoughts go out to you! take it easy and just relax your body. hopefully not easier said than done.

Ticks make me shiver with fear and disgust. Ewwww....Seriously, one of my biggest fears is getting bitten by a tick; that is why I avoid wooded areas.

Ticks make me shiver with fear and disgust. Ewwww....Seriously, one of my biggest fears is getting bitten by a tick; that is why I avoid wooded areas.

I'm with you on that, but if I had a symptom (like musical hallucinations) that were specifically linked to lyme disease, I'd sure want to find out. I found out lyme disease is treated with antibiotics, often long term antibiotics. I doubt AP's would work for a symptom caused by lyme disease. If it was me, I'd just want to rule it out, that's all.

Freaking out over how to pay for grad school. The maximum amount given in my award letter from all sources is $4,000 less than what I'm being billed for for the semester (I checked it online). I'm going to call tomorrow and hopefully get it sorted out. Can't just make $4,000 magically appear!

Anyway, I'm proud of myself that I'm looking at this now. Normally I put everything off until the last minute and then end up in a difficult situation.